1 world 1 dream-mine^_^

2009-03-20T12:53:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPPOS!!!!! haha!! fird here once again

ouh btw..im changing my blog!!!

OMG!!! O_O

lol aniwaes..i dont like this blog very much so i downgraded it and made a new blog from scratch..haha..its no worries..

come check out my new blog!!!

LINK ME @: www.abstractinreality.blogspot.com

see ya guys soon!!

change never felt so exciting..haha

AWOOSH OUT!!

2009-03-20T09:31:00.000+08:00

sigh..the last day of the week..friday..
ouh well..back to the usuals

2009-03-19T20:13:00.002+08:00

my life as a: student
brother
Muslim
leader

only gets harder and harder..so..yeah..
mom made me realised,snapped me out of my confusion,brought me back to cold-hearted reality with words beyond compare..huh..

those words came at me like a bullet train at its prime speed,hitting me hard mentally yet physically as well..those words not only pull me to my senses but made me think twice about life..
from those words..i summarised everything into this following phrase

"life is never easy,who said it would be? full of ups and downs.its a long winded journey to become who u want to be but,in the end,it will benefit u in many ways.life is like a peice of abstract art.different people have different perspectives,different goals,different mindsets and the way they interpret the picture known as life is different from other people.we have our own unique styles of doing it."

mom's phrase:'' you must learn to love yourself before you love others"
i agree to that statement.
now i myself have heard of this saying:"love to learn and learn to love"
which is true to the sense that as a brother..i need to give that brotherly love.and as a student i should show my talent into doing work assigned not just by quantity but quality as well

so my question for all of u is..

WHAT DOES LIFE MEAN TO YOU?

@\|/()O$# ()|_|+!!

2009-03-14T19:15:00.002+08:00

WOAH!! cool day today..
and i really mean COLD.. its been raining cats and dogs!!
so..yeah..hehe

ouh..today,went to woodgrove sec's carnival at woodgrove sec..-_-'''
ok so..had a great time..
lol and u kno wat? mom got $100 coupon..and omg..idk wat to purchase!!!O_O
lol cool..so.. yeah wondered around the school compound u kno..socialising..and that sorta stuff

was walking around wen i saw kakak 'arifah..
woot..i wasnt suprised coz..
she was from woodgrove duhh..
so..more or less i expected to see her..

heh..ouh SHET gotta go..
uhh..gtg to my grandmothers house..-_-'''

adios..

awoosh out!!

2009-03-13T19:54:00.002+08:00

haishh..wat a tiring day!
altho we came in second..we all are still champions!
ok so..i became a recorder for the day..hehe fuyyoh!! penat seyy..
u kno y? i was required to run up and down and give mdm Phang the results..
and may i remind u that i was wearin hoodie at that point of time..panas terik..
lepas tuu hujan..hehe mepek sey.. -_-'''

so..ran up and down and up and down...hehe..
wow and the most hair raising part was wen the teachers ran..cool man!! woot red house rockz!!
AWOO!! AWOO!! AWOOH!!!
looks like zhao wei underestimated mr chong..hehe..dame man he can run!!! O0O..
hehe u shuld see the look of zhao wei's face..one word for it.. PRICELESS
even i was lik WOAH..nice man!! mr chong rocks my ankle socks!!awesome sight

ok so..after tha whole thing they announced the winners..so..4th-yellow,3rd-blue,2nd-red,1st-green..
lol yeah so thats all..

awoosh outz!!

2009-03-10T19:17:00.002+08:00

AAAHHHHH!!! THE PAST HAS COME BACK TO HAUNT ME!!!

ouh no!! my muscle ache on my right shoulder came back...

WTH!!!!

it hurts so much that i spent the whole day today clenching my hand onto it!

OUCHIES!!

omg..i hope i recover from this fast..hehe..ouh well..

fird out! PEACE!!

2009-03-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

I
FAILED
my section,my band,myself

2009-03-08T08:46:00.002+08:00

hey peeps..i jus wanna apologise..to everyone..especially you
i mean..ok look..u might not know it but..we are having a silent argument..
i didn't mean for it to be this way.. so..i guess..*sigh...

look..im so depressed,so stressed,so tensed,so alone these days..
my friends? yeah i kno.they kinda make me forget about the stress for awhile..
and just keeping my opinions,my thoughts,my worries,my anger,my emotions in me is not helping to get rid of this stress..

i jus need someone..to help me..u kno..to talk to..
but i kno..i must help myself 1st..
u see..wen we are together in real life..we cant talk..bcoz of the ppl arnd?
you said it so yourself..if i faced any problems..i could turn to you or her to talk to
but..do you see it occurring?

ok fine..i'll do everything myself then..here's one for me!!
im so stuck up these days i mean!!! aaarrgghhh...but no more of that now...no more being pushed around..im gonna stand for my rights..not happy? welcome to the group but i have to do wat i have to do..

once again sorry to you

my new motto:prepare for a change
awoosh out!!

2009-03-07T09:17:00.002+08:00

*sigh..one of the most worst day of my life was yesterday..it was also the worst achievement day of my life..wth man! its like,we start rehearsals at 3p.m? the sun is high up in the sky man lik wtf!
not lik last year where we started at 5-6+?dam it lah..

i think the she has ruined our reputation big time..not jus ours..even the schools reputation..
i mean..ouh forget it..its a new day..might as well forget abt it fird..but for the band..i am a lil bit proud of u guys..some of u manage to fall in on time..im impressed..for those who are late..*sigh..

so..yesterday was an improvement from Thursday's ''ordeal'' if i could call it that..cmon sembwinds..we need to build up or strength,our courage and pull this through together..
as one band..

ouh god u kno wat? i post this and nobody reads it..its lik selling a book and no ones buys it..
*sigh...im crazy if i continue this up..the only one that reads my blog is just 'arifah..
wow..
in the first place why should i even brag about this? and..ouh no...*sigh..i got to stop..im talking to myself..

ok..this is really scaring me..

2009-03-05T21:40:00.002+08:00

*sigh..i expected more..now i just feel very disappointed..
the rain cant hide my tears..cmon people..
cocky much?? huh?? arrogant?? yeah..u are great ppl..but..over such a simple thing and u all ruined the day..cmon u cant be serious rite? wat has sembwinds become? no more than a pile of trash that other bands stepped on? no..this wasn't the same 2 years back wen i 1st stepped my foot into the band..

seniors.. for two years I've looked up to you..you WERE my role model..u encouraged me to keep on going..always giving ur 110% in everything..i appreciate it but..wat has happened dear seniors? once u were my role models i respected u,i wanted to be like u. but u've proven to me that it was just a fantasy..it was all a dream.. yeah..even great ppl has their bad points..* sigh very disappointed..

my batch..cmon guys..why?? *sigh..i mean..such bright ppl u are..and ur talents wasted..
same as the seniors..some of u inspired me to be the best i can..u gave me motivation when i was fighting a losing battle..but all of that has changed..cmon guys..what happened to the batch that is always on time always on task? sec 2's last year..

i kno that the leaders have given a the title of parade seargent major..and i am honored..really
i alwaes tried my best to meet up to expectations..pushing myself to the limit..to all the leaders..q.m's,librarians,d.m,b.m,secretary..i hate to see u suffer but do u feel the same for me?
i feel the pain that you feel..you kno why? coz we are bonded..u guys and me..are u saying that we are not? coz if u do..i have failed not only as a psm but a friend as well..

sorrow seeps through the wound in my heart..im sick and tired of the things happening..cmon guys buck up..no use crying over spilled milk..wats done is done..but wat u have done wrong..reflect upon it and make sure it doesn't happen again..

i believe in you guys..both seniors and juniors..together we'll go through the hardships and the pain..we'll start as a band,we end as a band..
i believe in a band named SEMBWINDS
so.show me how the real sembwinds work next pract kaes?
together..we WIll obtain a gold award for SYF and we'll go through it together as a band

BELIEVE IT!!

awoosh out..

2009-03-01T12:36:00.003+08:00

LOVE LESS POEM BY: GENESIS

When the war of the beast bring about the worlds end,
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss
Her gift everlasting

ACT I

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus,and take to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest

ACT II

There is no hate,only joy for you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn,healer of worlds
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away,the end is nigh

ACT III

My friend,do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and i?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow
My friend,your desire is the bringer of life
The gift of the goddess
Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall forestall,my return

ACT IV

My friend,the fates are cruel
There are no dreams,no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul,corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment,to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation and your eternal slumber
Legend shall speak of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly but surely

ACT V
Even if the morrow is barren with promises
Nothing shall forstall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

GENESIS ROCKS!! woot!!
awoosh out!!

2009-02-28T17:52:00.002+08:00

no doubt that yesterday was wicked awesome..keke..
although it was kinda scasry at asian civilisatin museum..it was one of the best days i've ever had with my four best friends..

it started off slow coz..'arifah was forced to eat by her mum..woah..
cian dier..^_^ and she was late..i dont blame her but..*sigh..
ok moving on..first stop..met dada at khatib and made our way to city hall..there..i showed off my navigation skills to the test and guided my "tourists" to acm..hehe..acm was cool..but..there was something scary abt it..

the scary part is wen we decided to take the lift back down to 1st floor..there was this noise generated by the lift as it came up..omg scary..so..we went to the indonesian exhibit 1st..after that,we came back to c that the lift was at 3rd floor..and i thot we were on the fourth floor..so we saw that the lift was going down from three..its was going on..and on..and on..omg..something was weird..so we quickly ran out..

hehe..we left acm and went to sam..then blah blah blah..
after that we went to eat at kopitiam..ordered a pizza coz..no body had the mood to eat..hehe so we shared..
and u kno wat? while 'arifah and dada were loking at my b.dae pics in my cam..me and zw were discussing abt the inccident at acm..den..cian 'arifah..kena forced to eat again by me..hehe! hope u liked the pizza!!!

aniwaes..waited for 'arifah's father to pick her up and we went home..cool..ouh b4 that we went to 7-11 buy some chocolate bars ooooo...awoosh likey!!!

hehe..ok..gtg.. cya real soon..
thx for the great time guys..

thxz 'arifah!!finally we talked..shheesh..*sigh

awoosh out!

2009-02-20T19:13:00.002+08:00

practicing the mace takes time,it hurts so much!!
today i was like throwing the mace..
all day long i practiced it..
u kno wat? the pain was excruciating..
seriously sey..*sigh

so..went to kfc for awhile to eat..then das,Pamela and 'arifah were like talking abt who likes who in band..
heh..as usual..
so i wasnt interested at all..i finished my cheese fries and sat down there like some retard..
so..i read my book to pass the time while they were busy gossiping
cool man..tht book was really interesting..hehe finished chapter 22 and 23..

ok..after that talk abt ice with das then suddenly i remembered this cool trick i really love to do..so..i showed it to them and it worked!! woot go awoosh!

ok so tok abt harry potter and 'arifah was like''whose dumbledor?''
den i was like''ouh he's the dumb guy'' and we were all like laughing..

after that took the mrt with 'arifah..we were talking abt her family and sisters than brothers..hehe..then she said''my sisters and prettier than me''
hehe..my answer was ''no'' seriously..ur opinion and other ppls opinion may not be the same..

u say ur sisters are prettier than u,so what? ur beautiful in my eyes ouh and ur parents eyes to..
it doesnt matter wat u look lik on the outside..its the inside that matters..ouh and 1 more thing..U ARE NOT FAT..ur just growing..it normal..

ok..need to rest my hand for tomoro..

awoosh out!

2009-02-18T19:21:00.002+08:00

hey peeps..
jus gonna make this a really short one coz..i got tons of work to finish..-_-'' life is never easy..

so aniwaes..jus wanna say that for once in my life..i felt useful..so happy ^_^ woot..*sigh

THXZ!!

soo..ok..end of my post..

awoosh out!! ^_^

2009-02-13T13:53:00.002+08:00

hey guys..fird here once again..

hey u kno wat? tomoro is valentines day..well..every one thinks that on valentines day ur suppose to give someone special a gift..yeah..for me..valentines day is jus a day wen i celebrate my friendship with my friends..all i can giv to them is jus my friendship u kno? coz i couldnt afford to buy something..and i dont do..valentines..

aniwaes..im being straight and i can honestly say that, 'arifah 'aqilah? i love u very much..
ok..so..u may not like me for some things i do..thats fine with me^_^ im unpredictable i can tel u that..^_^ u may hav noticed that me and u very apart this year..hehe coz of the stress i think..so..if ur reading this rite now..jus kno that i still care 4 u..in fact..i alwaes do^_^

ok..thats done..so..1 more topic i wanna write on..
SYF!!! aaahhhh!!! less than 3 more weeks till the big day..
hope our hard work finaly pays of on that day..cmon sembwinds we can do it..all we need to do is jus believe in urself and may the pulse be with u..JIA YOU SEMBWINDS!!

k guys jus some FYI's..i'll be off to K.L for the weekend so..this is my last post for the month..yeah..so..byez..

awoosh signing out!! ^_^ cant stop thinking bout u..yeah we are jus friends but u are more than a friend

2009-01-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

Once,there lived a free thinker..
he traveled the lands in search for a religion to follow..
he went to every holy place in the world with 3 questions in mind..
those three questions are to be answered by the most wisest of their religion..

He tried asking every single one of them but the answers given to him was not satisfying enough for him to join the religion..
he continued his search..

One day,he came upon the wisest Muslim man and ask him those exact three questions that he asked before.the man sat in front of the "ustaz" and started asking.

Oh wise one,i have three questions that needs an answer and now i approach you to seek them.'if u can answer me these questions and make me satisfied,i will join the religion of Muslim and be your student 'said the man
'please ask at your free will and i will clear all your doubts 'said the ustaz.
Q1)where is god(ALLAH)?
Q2)what is the meaning of faith
Q3)if Satan is created by fire,why do they live in the fiery place of hell as it could not hurt them.

The Ustaz looked at the man,uttered a few prayers and stood up..
he came closer to the man and slapped the man in his right cheek..
the man rubbed his cheek and controlled his anger as he knew it was a holy place and he must not show disrespect.he looked at the Ustaz feeling confused and asked the Ustaz why did he slapped him.

The Ustaz smiled at the man and said,'thats your answer'
the man stood there puzzled as he touched his cheek..

The Ustaz explained,'Q1,You asked where is god.do you feel the pain on your cheek?you can feel it but can you see it?it's the same concept..u cant see god but you know he is there..

Q2,You asked what is the meaning of faith.when you first entered this place did you expected me to slap you?it's the same concept..no one can predict their fate..only god decides..

Q3,You asked if Satan was created by fire,why do they live in the fiery pits of hell as it could not hurt them.when i slapped u,what do u feel?painful is that true?it's the same concept..if skin(my palm) touches skin(your face) you will still feel the hurting sensation..what more fire(Satan) touches fire(hell)?..

The man stood there in amazement when the Ustaz answered his questions..
he felt a sense of satisfaction after that and from then on,he became a fellow Muslim and the Ustaz's student

awoosh signing off saying Muslims rock!!
assalamualaikum!!!!!

2009-01-23T16:09:00.002+08:00

week 3 comes to an end..
*sigh..
i still feel the pain..
damn it!! i wish i was not this addicted..
the pain is unbearable..

stressness level is at its maximum..
dont kno how much longer i can take the preasure

2009-01-18T19:07:00.002+08:00

*sigh..another day killed by boredom..dammit!! why cant i find some fun?! ok..im very tired out from the walkathon jus now..but..its so short!! o.m.g u call that a walkathon??.

and jus now was a very bad timing to have a stomach ache..wahh luckily found a toilet at sembawang park..*phew!

ok..so after i was done..went to the jetty and watch ppl fishing..and u kno wat? i used to think that fishing is boring and a waste of time..but wen i sat down and take in the sights..my mind relaxed..i was calm..i had inner peace..i hav nvr felt that feeling for a long time..and it feels nice..

fishing..its not how many fishes u can catch at the end of the day..its ur endurance that makes u thrive in wat u do and in ur life..it may not make sense to u but to me..it means alot..

wat do i mean by endurance? well its simple..two factors..mental and physical..wat do i mean? u must be mentally prepared for wats coming..good or bad..u must be physically prepared to perspire and face the challenges head-on..

i have said alot regarding one topic..endurance..hope this will remind me and u that anything could happen..so be prepared both physically and mentally..

awoosh signing out!

2009-01-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

yeah..i think i speak for everyone that ths year's cca open house SUXS!!!man!! buummer!!!
it all started very well..then suddenly..we cogged up i mean wtf lah!!!! waliao!!!

and alo..ppl who not performing didnt help to get the sec 1's i mean..its like initiative man!!!
sigh..i pitied pam and isaac..they got the scolding bcoz of our mistakes..its not fair..

so..im really effin tired rite now..and yeah so..

awoosh signing off!!

jia you sembwinds!dont lose ur grip!!

2009-01-11T09:23:00.002+08:00

*sigh..im sitting here alone..doing hmwk..
man!!! its only been 1 week?!!wth!!
the feeling is like more than a month!!but its only been 1 week!!!
o.m.g!!! very stress alredy...

Emaths doing quite good..i kno the basics..though i sometimes get stuck..

cant say the same for Amaths..wahh!! must lern the substitution technique again!!im so weak in it!! im good at elimintion..haiyyohh!! X( ..

art luckily im done with it..phew!!ehh..but still need to find the 15 chairs..wah piang ehh!!

Com.Hum..mr siva is a great teacher..but the problem is..i jus nid to manage my time to do hmwk..yeah thats the way fird!! jiayou!

ok..eng..well..so far..doin quite well..

sci?? well..to be honest..physics..die already if SHE keeps wasting our time with useless scoldings!!chemistry..nice teacher but again..too soft and not that strict..again die lah like this!!!

despite wat i wrote earlier on..im going to do my best in acheiving my goals..no one can, will , shall, must, could, should, would and wants to stop me from my quest to get good grades..

awoosh signing off!

2009-01-03T11:20:00.002+08:00

ouh..man..
woke up jus now having a headache..
my mind coudlnt think properly u kno?
its like..ouh my head hurts..
*moaning

then suddenly my left eye starts to hurt..
i got up and look myself in the mirror and u noe wat?
my left eye was bloody red..
u noe..sore eyes..i hate sore eyes as much as i hate headaches u kno?

then i went to alter my pants 1 more time coz of the width..
too baggy!!!
so now im sitting here thinking of wat to do next..
planning my next move and suddenly..i thot of my hmwk..i mean..
ok..a few more things todo..so better get started today..

oo..madarasah starting nex sat and i cant wait..
ok..now my eye is really starting to kill me..i mean its like irritating u kno..

oklah time for me to go..

awoosh signing off!!

2009-01-02T19:26:00.003+08:00

wooh..first day of school alredy alot to handle..lol..
wear long pants..still abit long(although altered)
and u noe wat? its baggy!!
its like uber big man!! another leg could go in!
lol..oooo..new form teacher is mr chong!! woot atleast better than other boring teachers..

guess wat guys!! i won an eagles award!! woot!! i was the only sec three who recieved it..well nt onli me lah..zw also but he overslept therefor he didnt come to sch..lol..
$150 dollars man!! 1st time

anyways..cleared the time table problems and O.M.G..
tues and weds go finish sch at 3p.m!!! lol..
ouh well..1st time for everythin i alwaes say...
ok..met new classmates..and some old ones too..decided on the class com. and it was all great.

after school went to fri prayers..hehe..tk yah nk bawa kain berat berat lagi!! woot senang sikit diriku..
aniwaes..finish up the eng summary(glad thats cleared..)
nw onli two more compos and 1 more propasal to do..ouh..and dont forget to highlight and do summary for com.hum..

*ouch*

u noe wat jus happened..i accidentally banged my head into the cupboard door while i was taking out the sejadah..*ouch man..its hurts..ooo..headache..

oklah..better get to work..

awoosh signing off!!

2008-12-31T12:39:00.002+08:00

*cries..
wahhhH!!!!!
2 more days till school starts and guess wat?
i cant finish my hmwk!! bummer man!!
ok..asknlearn..cleared..(finally)
the written..all mcm malas nk buat..alah!!!

u kno wat? my mom jus said we are going out now..
aww man!! hw to finish?? ok..time to do wat ghaf do best..
RUSH!!!!! lol..luckily he thought me that technique..lol..
ok..so..wats left..IH,maths,El comp,ok i think thats all..
ouh wait!! the newspaper article!!!
aiyoyo!!!
hw many article ehh??holy $#7!!!!

*cries...

2008-12-20T08:01:00.002+08:00

aww man!! yesterday was sweet.
yesterday i had rhya gathering at eunos at 8 a.m!!
so..bangun pagi pagi..siap and left..
i was a few minutes late but when i got there there were onli 5-10 ppl..
o.m.g!!while waiting for the others..the guys talked abt wanking
WTH man!!

then we decided to leave coz it was getting very late.(luckily some of them came)
the number of ppl came is 17.
my cohort consists of 40++ amount of ppl..
such a disapointment..but we had fun..

we went to fort canning to play an infrared shooting game..lots of fun man!!
shoot other ppl..bang bang!!
we played a total of four missions!! cool man!!

after that..we went to YWCA(young women christian association)
for lunch..do u kno wat we ate?
we ate mocked food..dono wat that is?
its a vegetarian meal designed to look and taste like chicken or fish but it is actually vege..
gross man!!but the food is quite yummy..luckily they hav chicken but..it was a vegetarian chiken
my friend sampai muntah sey..

after that..went up to the meeting room to do a little de-brief by our game instructor..
we made a new cheer..merepek but quite funny..KEMBANGAN ROCKZ!!
after that..we planned for the rh event for south east citizens to participate in next year..
my idea was the best man!! and it was selected by one of the fasci to go to the council to discuss abt..cool man!! my idea!! O.M.G!! im from north-west..lol

after that we went to marina bay and ate beside the sea..i bought this mega mcspicy and i thot that it was lik its not to spicy.then one of my friends said that the burger is so spicy tht wen her friends ate it they cried and they couldnt finish..such a waste..so i begin to eat the burger
and damn!! spicy man!! very nice!! i finished the whole burger before fuad could finish his apple pie!!..cool man! sedaap..my friends watch as i ate the whole thing..hehe..im very very use to spicy stuff..chilli,sambal,tom yam u name it i eat it..as long as halal lah..

aniways..enuf of this better start searching for clothes for later..byez!!

awoosh signing off!!

2008-12-16T07:17:00.014+08:00

Woot!! i finally got the pics from rhya!!! lol!! power seyy that camp..nk gi lagi lah!!!!i miss all my fwens u kno?aniwaes..here are some of the pics from RHYA SENIORS CAMP TO LET U TASTE THE FUN...

ENJOY:

my fantastic group..screamers scream!!!from the left: zhi wei,hafiz,awoosh,wani,mai,dylan
top..from the right: emilia,shafiqah,widia,zara(fasci),deonn(fasci)
LOVE U AND MISS U GUYS LOADS!!

friends i made at RHYA seniors camp..<3> water games rock!!!

lol!! soak to the bone!!! lol!!

haha!! splash splash!!!

start!!!!!

wet water games briefing

OMG!! Jazz dance class!! lol!!

me at NACLI!!!(awesome place!)

oooo..Morning excercise!! lol!!cant forget that..

My fascies!!! ahh i love u all!!

my mailbox!!

2008-12-12T20:00:00.002+08:00

I just found a great song..its kida old but alot of meaning to it..it really nice..these are the lyrics..wanna hear the song instead well sure the link is located at the bottom^_^
enjoy:

AKU MAHU PULANG

Gelap malam pasti terang
sang mentari pasti datang
kesesatan perjalanan
rahmat tuhan menentukan

Berikanku masa mencuci dosa
akukan pulang menebus usia
dimusim berlalu sepi memburu
memaksa perindu meruntuhkan nafsu
dengan khayalan sebuah kehidupan
jarum suntikan menjadi pegangan menjadi buruan

Gelap malam pasti terang
sang mentari pasti datang
kesesatan perjalanan
rahmat tuhan menentukan

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rahmat tuhan menentukan (x3)

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2008-12-11T09:34:00.002+08:00

hey hey!! gd morning ma' peeps!!
yo check this out..
yesterday..WAS THE BEST,AND I MEAN THE BEST BAND GATHERING THAT WE'VE EVER HAD!!
although there were a few minor glithes here and there..IT WAS FANTASTIC!!

RATINGS FROM 1 - 10..10 being the most fantastic, 1 being the most boring..

MY RATING IS.............................................................................................................
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....................................................................ehh..dis is fun...lol...................................
.......................anyways..my rating is...........................................................................
.................................................................................................................................

14

lol..srry lah..14 my fav no.
ok..the food was great..especially the spaghetti(awesome stuff)
the taste of garlic was strong..the spices added to it made the spaghetti taste divine and uniqe
but it lack a certain ingredient....CHEESE!!!!!! no wonder very different..but nevertheless..i loved it..
satay...alamak!!baru nak amik..dah habis..sedih bo-boy..*sniffle

after dinner and dance..must help put back all the tables and chairs..waliao! penat seyy!! but l8ter band we r going to punish those who didnt help..some was excluded..coz of..family stuff..'arifah was included..so u no need to do punishment..yay..

wow..mdmd faridah's kids rock man..hehe..i tok to them like toking to my family mems gituk..lol..
and guess wat?..they laughed at every single one of my stupid cute aCTS..lol..so cute..melampau..
lol..didnt mean that..

speaking of cute..'arifah LOoks CUtE yesterday!! her outfit was..umm...CUTE!!!...her ribbon on her hair is umm...cute!!! and wat can i say..she looks CUTE!!!!..mashyaallah!!...comel betul si 'arifah tuu...

aniwaes..went to mac with aman,zw and pam..tok abt hotel626..damn man!! dat is 1 scary game!!
tok abt hackers and cheats..after dat..send pammy home..aman waas like holding his stomach in pain coz i made him laugh too much..cian..hope u feel better soon yaws..

ok..today band..hope we dont screw it up..gd luck guys!!

awoosh signing off!!

2008-12-07T15:52:00.002+08:00

hey ppl!!! im back!! woah..its great to be back man!! i mean.. i miss my house alot!!!...apart from my house i miss my rhya friends and my school friends aaahh!! 'arifah!! i mish u loads!!!

wah..went to alot of places during my vacation..

i went to genting..awesome place!!..
rode the rollercoaster countless number of times and my favourite ride the space shooter..
really scary ride..its like..u will go way way up into the sky..and the ride will like..tick..
so it like..tick tick tick tick..then..u freefall back down to the ground...ouh my god..and the best part is..u dont kno wen the thing will fall!!...scary sia!!!

after dat..ate cheesecake!!! woot!! sedap!!...

after dat..we went to penang!! woot..lovely place..went to a butterfly garden..simply fantastic..visited a toy museum..OMFG!!! toy paradise!!! the toys are life size!!...

then went to my unties..wedding..and guess wat..its not ur ordinary wedding..it was a police wedding..it was held in a police academy in K.L..cool..1st time for everything..wow..relly new seyy..

so..i spent like a total of 6 days in K.L..3 days in penang and 1 day at johor(yesterday..slept there coz its three in the mornin and paps is tired..

anyways..now unpacking all my stuff..so..

awoosh signing off!!..cant wait till the dinner and dance!

2008-11-25T06:26:00.000+08:00

BYE GUYS!! Im going off to camp now!!! adios!!!
fyi..now is 6.30..lol..need to reach eunos mrt at 8..soo..don wanna b late!!

awoosh signing off!!

2008-11-24T07:45:00.003+08:00

hey guys..
u kno wat? im totally siked abt rhya camp tomoro!! WOOT!!
i can meet my friends again yay...some of them anyways..(aww)
wahh..at the same time im also eally sad..
coz..some of the selected ones cant come..
for example..kenta(went to tokyo),dealya(went for a sports camp) and more going off to overseas..
wahh sedih seyy.. (find me)

wahh..semalam went to j.b to buy groceries..
everything went well at the market wen suddenly we forgot to buy the milo pack..
nak cari tu satu packet mcm finding a needle in a haystack seyy!!..
semua org cari mcm nak rak..
spent 30 mins looking for that thing until the person said that its out of stock..
waliao!!..buat penat jer..tk per lh..i take it as a form of excercise..^_^

after that wen we reached my grandmothers house..terus lepak kat couch seyy..
mmm...so cozy..so soft..so bouncy..so tasty..so delightfull..so sexy..so warm..so horny..(ok..dah exagerated)
te feeling is so nice..so pleasurefull that i slept from 6.25 all the way to 11pm..

anyways..today,another band pract..i wonder if i should........hmm...maybe should ask l8ter..
maybe i should..mybe i shouldnt? hmm..

awoosh signing off!

2008-11-22T17:50:00.002+08:00

what a boring day today is..grr..my bro ni ngah biseng biseng..eee!! binget kepala! anywaes..the rain jus now made me very hungry..

walaio!! cant take it seyy..seriously ahh..
thot of making marble cake but sekali ingredient takde..alamak..org dah hyper nak buat cake yang sedap yang lazat yang boleh berpuaskan hati...wahh..thinking of it makes me hungry!..buat penat jer..alamak..my bro reading wat im writing now..he's reading it aloud..binget seyy kepala!!..oi! diamlah...

...sheesh..kacau betul lah my bro ni..

anywaes..no game to play..all i play alredy..now im bored to death..*sigh..

well..i'll find something to do..ouh i kno..lets play the cube..thats very fun..mind boggling tho..but fun u should try it
hehe..well..here's the link to the game hope u bloggers enjoy it..

link: http://www.y8.com/games/Crazy_Cube

have fun yallz..

awoosh signing off!!

2008-11-18T07:15:00.002+08:00

after what mr chew said..i was intimidated..and i was shocked..i thought about it the whole day..
these words appearing in my mind even now..

''IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HER,I WILL COME AND HAUNT YOU!''

those words..*sigh*how was i suppose to kno that she couldnt be in the same room as another sick person..
yaallah..why must this happen to me..what hav i done wrong? i've been sick for 3 days..yesterday i was feeling better but after the rain..i got runny nose and i got headache..thats all..why did i open my big mouth and said that i was sick?

dammit lah!..in the end..it all comes down to me..

srry mr chew..i didnt kno..

awoosh signing out..

2008-11-15T09:21:00.002+08:00

yay! cant wait for rhya seniors camp!! woot!!
25-28 nov..awsomeness..
but the senior camp quite short..and unfortunately..the campers are handpicked from the last batch
that means..only the good ones are seleted and the others wont be coming for the camp..no!!!
but the goo thing is..i got selected!! woot!!wow..i never really thot that i woul miss my rhya friends so much..lol..

ok..time to talk abt yesterday..
ok..yesterday..wat did i do..hmm..ouh yah!
i went to 'arifah's blog..said hi to her..wished her sister a very happy birthday..went for friday prayers..come back from payers..siap-siap..go out..meet cqin at south east cdc headquarters..hand in the rhya seniors camp form..went to bugis..jln2..eat hot fudge sundae..walk arnd..go bck to headquarters..say gdbye..go home..wow..wat an interesting day it was..^_^

klah..im all out of wat to write..thnks for viewing my posts..im really gratefull

awoosh signing off!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKAK 'ARIFAH!! ^_^

2008-11-12T09:26:00.002+08:00

gd morning guys..*cough*
*yawn*..wassup..

i still got this fever..and my throat is killin me..
on top of that,i got this headache..ouchies..
sick.sick.sick...-_-...
*cough*

*moan*...*sniffle*
im going back to resting gd nite yalls..*sniffle**cough*

awoosh signing off!!
*cough**sniffle*

2008-11-11T08:53:00.002+08:00

good morning guys...*yawn*
waaa...*moaning* very sleepy seyy..i jus feel like sleeping in thru the day..
*moaning* *yawn*

*writting in sleepy manner*
waa...yesterday we finished in flight yay.... ZZzzZzZzzzZZZ
huh?huh?wat? ouh..srry..tertidur..-_-...
in flight is a very nice peice..hard?? nah..it quite easy if the band jus PULSE THE WHOLE DAMN THING
now the next peice is song and dance..its true wat mr chew said..
its a very nice piece. its kinda like have this jazzy accent..quite cool
this peice well..its kinda easy if the band jus PULSE THE WHOLE DAMN THING

*yawn*
wth..its onli 9.05 a.m
*moan*
penat seyy...

i still cant forget the bloody day at east coast..
last saturday,8 nov 2008,5.45 p.m..
i was happily cycling arnd then suddenly this guy..srry guys..very mad here
he he fell of his bike infront of me..wth..then i was lik quickly break..nasib baik tak langgar..
then i was like are u ok? he nodded..
so i decided to go arnd him..
wen i got onto my bike and started to cycle..this american crashed into me then i saw my hand bleeding..
then my bike's tires were stuck underneath his bike..
then he was lik..watch where ur f*cking going idiot..
i was lik stunned..relaxs lah..ur the one who banged into me wat?!

then he became really mad and he pushed me off my bike..while i was falling down i felt this painfull
sensation on my feet..then wen i look at them it was bleeding coz my skin was scrapped off from the paddle of the
bike..*ouch*
i looked at him and i saw him looked at his hand..theres blood on it..
but we ll kno whose blood was on his hand rite? it was mine..
i quickly ran to the nearest toilet and started washing off the blood..and u kno wat?
IT F*CKING HURTS DAMMIT! srry...*breathe in..breathe out..*
ok im good..

thats all for today..

awoosh signing off!!

-sheesh!! bloody americans..think they are so smart..jus u wait and see..
CHEY MCM PAHAM...LOL.... BYEBYE!!

2008-11-05T18:30:00.002+08:00

yessa..home at lasta!!!happya!!woota!

ok..today..was that day again..the green carnival thing lol..hasnt change from last year..
but it was better than last year coz..um..uh..*thinking of good reasons..
idk.but i kno tht this years green carnival was better than last year..well i guess so aniwaes..
at suntec..we were like..SOOO BOOORREEDD(kept saying this)...
then 'arifah was like kacau me and das..

GAY BOY GAY BOY...in the mrt also rite?! i heard it..u and dada were talking abt some stuff then suddenly i heard..
those two are gays..i was like..pretending i didnt here tht..(really disturbing) why gays? u dont see me touching and squeezing guys asses in public do u? no rite? sheesh..aniwaes...im cool with it..

dada was like helping out with the booth..and das,me and 'arifah was like watching this fashion show..
den i showed 'arifah some vids to pass the time..den it was lik she had seen them all coz i showed her the vids..
den i said the most yuckiest vid wa oprahs big give parody..merepek sey!! so i told 'arifah wat happened in the vid..
so its like..there's this male underwear model who went to oprah..den she was like wat do u work as?
the guy replied''im an underwear model''
oprah''so..do u like it down under?get wat i mean?''

den its like this..oprah ''i have got a gold rolex watch somewhere on my body.i'll give u one clue and one clue only...
it's in my v*gi*a(censored)
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

oklah hats all fer today....

awoosh signing off!!..

2008-10-31T18:17:00.002+08:00

WazzUp,People i'm back.....Hahaha....
Well today was good yup it was freaking good as we could at least hang out but the place is kinda
erm.....Stinks...but still it was GREAT.
but....overall...it was kinda boring..coz..the time not confirmed..the place not confirmed binget seyy kepala...also Something bad happen but we manage to over come it wo0ts~
It started at das house,,well the usual stuff and erm....yup i was stealing and muching away all of his beloved crackers....btw....i did not know that well I loved Tomato flavoured twisties....I LOVE THEM IT ROCKS MY WORLD....BUT I Still LOved GREEN..hahaha(cough)...
Das was doing his ways of overcoming boredom and he was actually laughing badly while he was watching Madtv...And me haha i was Playing his psp....Man i wish i could that that psp home....
I was playing Gundam seed...well i am not that good but i was actually teaching das on how to play the game...I should have made a tutorial for him....Das you are not that good i am better...haha just kidding ......we went to KFC Das yup he was doing his own thing yahh....wait that does not make any sense....ok stop imagine i did not said that....
we were ar kfc we bought each two zinger meal at student plan....we were making weird comments about each other but still it was quite funny.....then we went to popular das wanted to buy some pencils n eraser and also a sketch book...as erm.....he wanted to draw some anime...haha...das....das......then after that we went back to Das house he started to draw on his very first page of the book that he bought...while me i was playing his psp...haha...the game well u know.....after he drew his picture he showed it to me...he said "Fird the hair rocks the face stinks" I was like laughing cause his english is so good haha....das....das and then it was 6.25 and well i gotta go so i went back home...hhahaha....i was taking das's psp he did not noticed it until i showed it to him outside of the door haha....das.....das...

Awooosh good day everyone...
By the way this is Das, not fird...
Sorry fird I hack into your blog
erm...i can explain people
erm.....I can't....
Sorry....
Das,,says.PEace To you ALL

2008-10-31T07:39:00.002+08:00

aww dudes!!! yesterday was awesome!! (despite the stomach ache)
it started off with nyaa in the morning.
it was damn fun man!!
while skating,zw's rollerblade lost one wheel!!(ridiculous man!)
after that we laughed like there was no tomoro..LOL!! ROFL!! LMAO!!

after nyaa..i did a reflection..
then we were released
then ghaf said fird blaik terus ehh?
then i said tklah ade band..
then ghaf said ok bye..
-_-'''

so..we've got approximately 45mins-1hr of resting time..
so..i went to das house to eat..
nenek kept on beating me left right and centre..lol!!
then we ate..
after eating play psp for awhile..
then go off..

while going back to sch..me and das felt this awkward feeling inside our stomachs..
STOMACH ACHE!!!!!!!!
we were groaning and moaning until we reached school..

band was great..one of the better lessons i've had in months..
nearly completed song and dance..WOOT!
then after mr chew left..we started playing the last few reps for the day
elena helped the tbones and me and shi min were alone..
all was going well wen we startedplaying pachelbells cannon
lol!!! i didnt no how to play!!
i was playing then i started pulsing..and i played it!!
thx mrchew u rock!!

then after that went for sectionals
after sectional..kept our instruments and celebrate birthdays!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!!
we ate cake..(i cant coz i got stomach ache...wasted)
after that walked home with 'arifah and akmal

FUN SEYY!!
but not the 1st part..i was still havin stomach ache so i didnt talk that much
akmal was like blabbering jibberish and me and 'arifah was irritated..
wen he left..aman sikit dunia ni...lol(no offence)
but..it was very quiet between me and her
i walked while embrcing my stomach 4 awhile
'arifah was like reading a book

so...we were walking quietly..
then..she put down her book..
in my mind i was like..aww we cant stay like this the whole evening so..
i pull my courage and started talking..
it was like..uhh...can we talk now?
hehe..i can see that she was smiling..^_^

aniwaes we tok the whole evening.and now 'arifah started calling me gayboy
gay-two different meanings.
1st-happy
2nd-likes same sex
i am going with the 1st choice
so aniwaes..we were tired and 'arifah wanted to pee..lol
i wanted to sh*t..so i offered her a bottle..hehe hilarious!!!
walked with 'arifah to her bustop
den there's a bus..it was so close!
then it left..sheesh..

'arifah was like ehh!! so close seyy!!
lol..
ahh gd times gd times..
best walk i've had in..months and years
hope we could do it again

awoosh signing off!!bye bye bu!
^_^

2008-10-28T21:22:00.002+08:00

BROWN

well..today was an interesting day..
ok..todays colour is brown(as u can see)^_^
ok..in ur mind it will be like..fird chose brown for the colour of the day..ok..why brown?
ok..the reason is simple..

what usually comes to the human mind wen they hear brown?
well..the answer is chocolate.
todays topic is abt chocolates.

some ppl may like dark chocolates.some white.
but the most popular..brown choc..
ever noticed that once u get a lick of a(an) irristable bar of chocolate,u cant stop biting and a mouthfull of it?
well..who could resist the taste of sweet chocolate?
well..there are people who cant get enough of these sweet treats.
we simply call them chocoholics.

i can admit that i myself am a chocoholic..^_^..wat??? cant a guy love chocolate too?
some ppl think that chocolates are for women..i detest this statement though.
let us describe the taste of this delightfull treat

it starts with the 1st bite..
consumer will feel very enlightened by the taste
he/she will taste a slight bitter sweetness
the chocolate will cause the consumer to dream about a distant place where everything is calm
''wouldnt it be nice if the world was cadburry'' *ehem lol ^_^

aniwaes..this are the list of the best chocolates i've tasted

hershey's
cadburry
kit kat
kinder bueno
black forest
time out
twix

ok..i got somore names but unfortunately..i..kinda..forgot them...lol..
anyways...

the lesson learnt today is that

I LOVE CHOCOLATES!!
and u should love it too

awoosh signing off!! ^_^

2008-10-26T19:56:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey! wassup my peeps..
anyways..tired aahh! go cca leaders camp..
its like..sudden drain of energy after first day..
but..its fun..beside the scoldings..its very fun..

anyways..the tiredness came not becoz of the activities..
its becoz of acap's snoring..-_-'''
lol!!
anyways..so tired that we kena punish today..waliao!!! pain seyy do pumping position for 15min!!
my hand nearly broke in two..

ouh yeah..our grp names were based on bands..
so..ours was life house..
our grp rite..very dead for life houe...sheesh..the members not contributing seyy..
ok..the full story is..me,name firdaus amir,was nicknamed idea guy,
u kno y? its becoz i was the only one who thot of the cheers,songs and dance moves..
the others were free riders..and during a cheer..rasa mcm shiok sendiri gitu..
and..cakap sendiri ajer...
even my grp leader said i ws better than him..
(im really tired so i wont go into details)

made new friends from both upper sec and lower sec.
upper: subahan,wani,michelle etc
lower : amirul,nadzira, wan etc

the main objective of this camp..
to act as leaders

the lst thing is..i should be the one winning the best male camper..
i put in so much work,so much effort,nd it all went to waste..haiyahh..

aaahh!! don care lah its just and empty cup...

waaahhh!! really tired!!

awoosh signing off!!

2008-10-21T21:50:00.002+08:00

freak the mighty. the best movie i've seen in years.its so meaningful.so filled with hope to believe.believe that we could do anything when our mind is focused.do anything when we are determined to get it.i think. freak the mighty,has displayed these policies.but its not jus these policies that are in the movie.its abt courage,commitment and loyalty. Max kane.he was a gentle,soft hearted boy.he often got bullied despite of his size.the other children kept teasing him" killer kane,killer kane has a son who got no brain."

for those bullies out there.put ur shoes into his.then u will feel the anger and frustration he went thru. as Mr sulaiman said.gangsters are weak.they are pathetic.most of all,they are cowards. so back to the story. Max kane suffered alot.he went thru unimaginable pain. until he met a kid named kevin nicknamed 'freak'.

now kevin wasnt an ordinary child.he was crippled.his legs was,u kno,damaged.so he walked with his sticks(im nt sure wat its called).but,one good thing abt freak.he is a very intelligent young man.Max kane on the other hand,wasnt too bright.so,freak quoted"i need legs,u need a brain" thats wen their friendship began.

well im not going to summarise the whole story but.all im trying to say is,teamwork is vital in this movie and the partnership between max and freak was stupendous.

well enough story telling..today..waaa piang eehhh! boring siaaa!! anyways..after sch..sat outside bandrm play psp..it was so effin boring tht i felt like i was gonna die..arrggh! then aqmal came to sch..(coz he didnt came earlier)
so..we went to kfc after that to kill away the boredness by eating..but another problem arose.dada got no mony to buy food..lol..so..kind hearted aqmal and me donated $2 each to dada..(kesiankan lah..)anyways..everyone ate happily..

eehh wait..missed a part..before tat..'arifah came..she looked as if shes in a bad mood or jus avoiding me.>_<..
anyways..she said that on the prize ceremony we would be performing..then she left.then she came back again and said it cancelled..ouh 'arifah..still as cute as always..^_^ i wish i could say i love her but she will say we're just friends..*sigh.......AAAANNNYYYWWWWAAAEEESSS...........today was ok...

awoosh signing off!!

2008-10-12T12:31:00.008+08:00

my idol:

2008-10-12T09:14:00.002+08:00

-_-..yesterday was the worst night ever..became emo again..until my cuzzies all..mcm..giv up..
it all started in the morning..i had this crazy sensation..it was like...i had to do this..so i drew anime..lame right but..so far the comments are..awoosh u taking art ehh? your drawing good seyy!

yup..thats the common comment that i've received...

afternoon..a gang of girls came into my house..well..to see my mom..(ex-student mahh..)
den i was happily drawing wen i heard..yah my eldest son is in sec 2,baru habis exam..happylah tuu..
den in my mind i was like...ouh crap..thats wen pap's came in and said..ur mother wants to introduce u to her students...so..i went out..den there she is..wearig pink..('arifah's sis..)o_o..her lil sis and her sebiji seyy..kuat suara..^_^(it was a comment not a critisizm

as the day went by..i started to get bored..

soon..my house was packed with ppl..even ghaf,ran and zw was here..
we tok and tok..den i too a pic of ghaf..it was hillarious...

went to pasar to get chicken coz u noe lah..guest banyak kan?
soon..more sedara coming in..and going out..

-skip a whole chunk here-

den at night..familiar faces came..not saying tht i didnt recognised my own cuzzies..but..teha and cqin arrived lik finally..(some fun at last!!)

but..we didnt had much fun..wen they came..not even assalamualaikum..they were too busy talking to their so called ''HUBBIES TO BE'' to even stop and said hi..(ni awoosh dah start emo lah ni.)

den teha punya duit habis pakai awoosh nyer phone pulak arh? mentah mentah duit kau habis dosent mean u can habiskan mine per..

went down to buy chocolate to cool myself down..seriously larh..not having much fun..every1 takes me for granted..and they always treat me like im invisible..

then the question that completly ruined my night is cqin asking..ehh awoosh? cqin same teha dah ade bf mane awoosh punyer gf si 'a tuu... i started losing my cool..and kept quiet..

ate my chocolate walk as far from them as possible...but i failed..they caught up to me and said..aww awoosh lonly..cian nyer!.. mock me all u want..i dont care..(luckily my attitude is lik a, hey its my life and im living it dont tell wat to do..)

to tell the truth..i am feeling abit empty..lik somthing is missing..a part of me..

im starting to think that she dont like me anymore..feels like she hates me for some reason..did she change or did I?

'arifah...~_~..*sigh..

well..no one hardly comes to my blog nowadays..not even 'arifah
thats invisible for ya..

ouh well..alls well that ends well i always say..

signing off...

2008-09-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

hi guys! its been a very looooooooong TIME!! how r u guys doing?
as for me...fasting month?lol no problems so far..^_^

aniwaes...mom got me this cool new book called total eclipse...
wow such a thick book...but hey..never judge a book by its cover i alwaes say...
i'll start reading it tomoro...

ooooo!! tomoro CCM!! lol!! forgot seyy!!..
learn chinese...aniwaes..i gtg..saya akan menceritakan semuanya esok ya kawan-kawan?

assalamualaikum!!

(penat seyy gi sembahyang terawih..lol)

awoosh signing off!!

2008-06-29T07:36:00.000+08:00

aww man!! yesterdays concert waas the BOMB! it was so fun!!
the atmosphere was different..but..we all played wif confidence
u coud hear the audience cheering you on...it was..great..

elena did her solo AWESOMELY!!!!wow!! shes really brave!!!
and i kno next time...its gonna be my solo...
after the current band performed...joey was very happy wif us...
and u kno wat? i was walking to towards her..then she smiled,grabbed me,hugged me,and kissed my cheek..0_0... O.M.G!!!i wish someone else would do that....xD hehe...

then after dat me and Zhao Wei..sat in the audience...and u kno wat? i didnt notice we sat infront of 'arifah's family...then her sister was like..' GO ADIKK!!' hehe...

after dat...i hugged aidil..then everybody was like disgusted...hehe...i wish i could hug someone
^_^ aniwaes...u kno wat else? that was the first time in this year...that i felt connected to her once more as we talk....wow! shes good...^_^

after everything..'arifah was lik...pointing at me..and i saw her sister...hehe...i wanted to say hi..but..my family wanted to take pictures...so.. srry lah..

thank you to those who attended the concert..hope you enjoyed your time...

awoosh signing out!! byebyebu!!

2008-06-22T02:04:00.000+08:00

u guys don get it do u?u really dont get it do u?
look...im not avoiding u guys or anithing...its just that...
*sigh...yesterday during band...i remembered wat mom and dad stressed me abt.
its a really tough decision....i mean...i couldnt leave the band...i shouldt..i musnt..not now,not ever
i really dont wish to quit and join other cca..
its jus that...i wanted to say that im really sorry if i acted lik a jerk and ignored u guys...
please except my apology...
*sigh..btw...its 2.30a.m..i couldnt sleep thinking abt it...so...i thot i let it out here..
no matter wt happens..i will alwaes love u guys...espeacially my friends...
ghaf- a true friend indeed and i would be different if he wernt around.
dada- annoying sometimes but still fun to be with coz shes energetic.
and lastly
'arifah-the cheerful girl that lights up my day and whom i really love.
these three beloved friends of mine...they are wat made my world change
they showed me care and concern..they showed me friendship.
they showed me love. but the thing that i lik abt them is..they showed me how to be themselves
thanks for everything u hav done my friends...may god strenghten your will..show you the right path and protect you wherever you may wonder..

since when i get so smoochie?eekk!!!...i gotta stop doing that! but its kinda fun...
farewell my friends.
kami bertemu apabila sekolah dibuka nanti..

awoosh out!assalamualaikum..LOve YoU AlL!

2008-06-20T10:10:00.000+08:00

now that the band camp is over..i learned a few things which had to be taken in for the sake of the band...these things im taling about is...leadership...quality...sacrifices and most of all dedication...these 4 things are the most vital for sembwinds to survive...if one of these things fall...nightmares will start coming true... all im trying to say here is that the leaders of the band has to be firm...we must play better and continue the spirit which our seniors has thot us which has made us mr chew's 1st band...we need to make sacrifices...to giv up everything jus to see the band rise over expectations...and lastly dedication and caring for sembwinds...we must not stand aside while our band gets crushed by other forces..we need to fight for it...strive for it...play for it..and earn it...

2008-06-04T10:38:00.000+08:00

ok...now...im officially bored to death....its lik....in everything i do to kill this feeling..boredom always strikes back harder than ever...this world is lik a game...kill bordem...u'll feel free...but i cant seem to shake this feeling off...i tried everything...games...books...excercise...sleeping...nothing! everything dosent work!! wish there was some1 to tok to...some1 fun and bubbly...full of life..but no worries until i find how to get rid of this eerie feeling...i'll jus go play a simple game of basketball...

yesterday went to my uncle's 40th birthday...rock on uncle!!!hope u stay healthy and fit..
thxz for everything u hav done to mould me into hu i am today...wif that i giv u a GREAT THXZ!

awoosh out!

2008-06-01T07:27:00.000+08:00

hi ppl!
wanna kno somthing?i jus got back from two camps and they where awesome!!!
ExCITe @ KARIMUN: that was the 1st time i went overseas to camp..

at karimun...i met new and interesting ppl wif different back grounds...i even thot them english

how cool is that?the night walk...was really not scary at all..infact..i saw 5 teachers hiding in the

bushes or behind boulders...but...there was something i saw for real..it was a white figure..this is

no joke guys...i really saw a white figure on a branch...srry for those out there to read this...

then..the day when i climbed mount JANTAN...it was really hard to get t the top of the

mountain..but team sembawang made it in the end!!!the hardest part was going down..we had to

slide ouw way down..and there are long hard roots and huge rocks...and u kno wat?alot of ppl tore their pants....serious!not joking!including me!!!aniwaes got home safely and get resting..

RHYA(Racial Harmony Youth Ambassdor) CAMP:
that was the camp which i can never forget...when i 1st step through those doors...i was lik

everybody else..i felt lost..but after a minute there...i made alot of new and difeerent friends!

let me name some of them whom i am really close

to..Dealya,Kenta,Wan,Wani,Hafiz,Sharmane,Amira,Zafir,Tomo,Aiman,Emilia and Fuad.

those friends i make...really impacted my life..and made a difference in me...after the one week

camp after the graduation ceremony...we didnt want to leave...as we are closely bonded like

brothers and sisters...every body cried..we gave our last wishes and farewell b4 we went home...

i stayed strong and didnt cry..so i gave everybody a warm hug...i dono y but,they really liked my

hug alott...i hugged every1 regardless of gender and race..after that...we exchanged numbers and

email addresses...we went home crying after dat...and that was wen i leaRned that friendship

NEVER ENDS..as they went home...i was alone sitting at the bus stop..i listened to a song and i

flashed back to the fun times we had together as cohort 10...suddenly...tears rolled down my

eyes...and that was wen i also learnt dat..even the strongest ppl...will fall...and my final words to you guys is...I LOVE YOU GUYS....stay pretty,stay cool,stay strong.

once again thank you...

awoosh signing off!!

2008-05-19T09:20:00.000+08:00

somthing tells me dat some1 is really hurt...sape ahh???

aniwaes..gd thing i cleaned up my room and made some new renovations..hehe
now my room looks better than ever...but the disgusting part is dat...there are loads of taik cicak...eeeeeeEEEEEE!!!!!yucks!!!

aniwae...jus went to 'arifah's blog and chat wif her on her chat box..she very funny seyy...from yesterday...hehe..and you kno wat?im gonna get somthing from her...at first i thot it is a present...but then i thot to myself...it seems dat im going to be like X_X..coz u kno wat i'll get rite?

ok..some final wishes and farewells..
i would like to say srry for all the mistakes i've done...
and 1 comment to 'arifah..pls make it fast i dont want to feel the pain and agony..
and last thing b4 she X_X me...i woud like to say...
I LOVE YOU my family members...my friends and most of all my dear 'arifah 'aqilah

*sobs

farewell my friends..

awoosh out

2008-05-18T10:29:00.000+08:00

actually...come to think of it...i never give up trying to make some1 happy...
its jus dat..too many people are feeling blue...i really dont understand them...
well...i do wat i do best...and all will turn out to be wat i expected it to be...
tho sometimes wat i expect can take little twist or can even plot my downfall
i'll do my best for the sake of my happiness...

speaking of happy...i finally can play apologise!!
but onli the 1st part..-_-''
aman is quite a good teacher...wonder if he wants to be a teacher wen he grows up..
aarrggh!!wat is wrong with me!!i keep typing wrong letters!!i think i've put my mind alot on piano....ok headache!!!

its like..ok..im going to press this key .then suddeny wrong note..ouch!the computer keyboard also giving me that kind of feeling...

calm down awoosh...( i gotta stop talking to myself! the last time i talked to myself my uncle ask my mother to bring me to a psycologist as he thinks im going u kno...koo koo but kno he was just joking...)

aniwaes...i still not gonna talk starting on tuesday...BUT i'll still blog
hope you guys understand..

awoosh out!

2008-05-17T07:58:00.000+08:00

i Am worthless... i cant care for others...when even i cant care for myself....

you no wat i am?i'll tell you wat i am..

a slacker
a fool
naive
stupid
awful leader
uncaring
terrible and senseless human being
and last but not least..

I AM WORTHLESS...

so uhh....tell you wat...jus ignore me and dont say anything for the next week...
i am unworthy to speak and my actions speak louder than my words..

thats all i must say...

assalamualaikum.

(p.s the onli way to be both mentally and physically strong,is to be discouraged)(PLS DONT TALK TO ME NEXT WEEK AND IM SERIOUS)
OUH...AND IM NOT TALKING EITHER

2008-05-12T16:07:00.000+08:00

Ok....the onli word i am thinking about and is echoing in my head which really bothers me a lot is just one word

OUCH!!

thank you for listening

(p.s i have no time to say whats in my mind now maybe next time)
Awoosh out

2008-05-10T08:27:00.000+08:00

wow! yesterday's in interveiw was tough!
i had stiff competitons!!wow! ITE was there...Tanjong Katong girls....tough man!!!
i was the onli 1 for my school!! can yu believe that! its really cool to represent the sch by urself u kno? the reason why i go for this 1 week stay in taiwan is bcoz my cousin ajak me...so...wat the heck?i go...

yesterday i mulut masin seyy!!there was a woman anouncing names for the next batch to get interviewed.then i said eh Qin...sekali eh name shiqin kluar ehh?then she slap me..den i said sekali terbalik ehh? awoosh yang dulu...den she said awoosh jgn mulut masin ehh!!den suddely the woman came back said anounced my name and shiqins name...

we went for the interview.......

after the interview..we took measurements so that they can make a shirt and a jacket for us..dats kinda cool..
aniwaes im still waiting for the results and they will call me today if i got in but if no...den to bad lah...

wish me luck!!!!

awoosh signing off!!byebyebu

2008-05-08T17:01:00.000+08:00

today...ok..not so fun...not so boring...
ouh and it feels good to step into my old class again..its like woah!!!and i sat at where i use to sit!!
awesomeness!!
aniwaes..like finally i can play stronger by kanye west on the piano!it roks!!!

aniwaes...not much happened today..except that my old best friend khalish came to meet me at the bus stop infront sch..and ghaf also was going home...so...we met...

so i introduce them to each other...and u kno wat?they are both gaming freaks!!!cool!!!
you kno...abt every friend i make is a gaming freak...i not saying girls lah!u kno their nature....

alamak...im all out!........uhh...mayb i should stop here....

k byez!!

2008-04-26T20:16:00.000+08:00

hello ppl!
me again!
its been so long!
how hav u been?
ok.....im not gonna repeat all tat happened...i'll just say it was/has beeen great...
mom said not to make my log boring so...yeah
im kinda bored here at home....

aniwaes...happy b.dae to any1 whom their b.daae past or is coming...
all i knois....'arifah's b.dae is next week!!!coool....im planning something for her
hehe hope you guys out there will help me....wish me luck

ouh ouh!!i gotta tell abt napha test i had...
it was awesome!!best results i've had since i was....hey wait...i never got result lik dat..hehe ouhwell...here are the results:
standing broad jump:215cm(yattaness)
sit and reach:46cm(greatness)
shuttle run:9.57sec(awesomeness)
sit ups:55(coolness)
inclined pull up:18(-_-''')

the best part is dat i did my sit ups in the morning and its hurts soo good!!
i culd onli do 48!!den in the test...i felt something in me...

and there...in a blink of an eye...i did 55 sit ups....how cool was dat?inclined pull up was the worst!!!!i heard dat 'arifah beat me in sit and reach...congrats!!she won me by 3cm...-_-''

-BUMMER-
but no worries!!

gtg byez!!!

awoosh signing off!!byebyebu!!!

2008-03-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

yes!!the 1st day of holidays and its gone...
my throat is sore..*cough
i didnt kno i culd shout lik dat....
aniwaes 2dae was great!we started on pirates of the carribean:at worlds end
cool..1 page down 2 more to go...man dats cool
tomoro got class outing to east coast!!!
wwooot!!but its raining season i dont think it would b successful..
insya-allah it will go smoothly...
tomoro 2e1 and 2a1 going sculpture walk...
my turn is wif 2a2 on weds
ouh!!the chocolate!!
nvm i'll giv it to u by tomoro or next band pract
1 last thing b4 i go...
I HATE THIS HOLIDAY!!!!!
ITS TOOOOO BORING!!!!!!
aniwaes...i wish i could express how i feel lik muhammad does...
for example...I LOVE YOU!!!

awoosh signing off....okok let me try..I LOVE YOU!!^_^hehe..man this is wierd

2008-03-04T19:08:00.000+08:00

hi guys!!...

today sad day...in the morning...the whole class kena marah by mr gwee coz lindi and lihern skipped FnN lessons...
HOPE UR OK MR GWEE!!!

aniwaes..i baked marble cake!!how cool is dat?for those hu tried it...was it gd?
ouh!!i hope it is...if not.....eeeeee!!im bad at cooking!!

piano...well..i learnt abit on river flows in you...hope i dont forget again...
(man!!im really getting forgetfull these days..better eat more fish...)

awooshie signing out!!
ouh and thxz muhammad!!!hehe...big fird dont cryy!!=))

2008-02-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

yay!!!the end of the common tests.

all of u must b happy..yeah..but not for me..im nervous...
in my mind...i keep thinking...have i improved from last year?will i do better dis year?or will i still b my old self?

my target:pass alll!!!!!

but seriously.i dont think i can pull it off and pass all...
despite the hardwork i put in studying...i hav a great feeling that im going to fail..
fail it all...even for the end of the year examinations...well at this rate anyway.. i have to work harder...

i think blogs are a waste of time...and..i've been thinking.
shuld i delete this blog?well..im willing to do it if it changes me for the better...
mayb i shuld think abt it longer...get a second opinion before the day comes..
but its all for a good cause..

well..aidil..hope u don make me lose my temper again..i kno u are jus having fun..but pls lah!hav limits to ur fun..these days...im trying to concentrate on studying so please aidil..if u wanna hav fun...do it without me...
SRRY!

awoosh out...~_~

2008-02-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

heY GUYSSS!! wats upzzzz!!!

today...the day when i turn more mature...more wiser...more(emo)XXXXXXXXX
more pathetic...more playfull....more loving....and lastly more talented on the euphonium!!!!woot!!!

21/2/2008....was fun!!!thxz fer all the b.dae wishes yallz!! some of it was quite funny...some are strange...some....quite unique....hehe....

after band walk wit Zw to chase 'arifah....hehe....den from chasing 'arifah...it bcame to going to admiralty mrt station coz Zw cant take it and wanted to piss....hehe

thxz fer the b.dae wish 'arifah!

awoosh..now better known as fird14 signing off!!loving u!!!!

2008-02-18T20:24:00.000+08:00

Sometimes rite 'arifah....
when i c u walk alone...it tempts me to alight the bus at the next stop or even chase after u...but...when i c ur face wen i pass by u wen riding the bus...it makes me feel dat...u need some alone time....and u dont want me to b there....so...i jus pray for u to get home safely.but sometimes..i really think u need some1 to walk with or tok to while walking home and i really wanted to get off the bus and walk home wit u...but...i really pitied Zhao Wei.he always try to pull me away...

so 'arifah...pls...if u wanna walk home...jus tell me...and i'll acompany u home...
but if u need some time alone...i'll jus pray dat u get home safe and sound...

aniwaes...y did u walk home today? Y?is everything ok? anithing u wanna share?
well sometimes i may b quite 'emo'(some ppl call it) but a gd smile or a simple laughter could cheer me up...and u du cheer me up...even wen u r not...if u kno wat i mean...

ouh g2g!!so remember...pls come to me wen u wanna wok home...

awoosh out-loving you-

2008-02-16T09:39:00.000+08:00

the most fuuny thing dat happend today...
i told ghaf dat i cant wait for dis thurs...
den ghaf said y...
i asked him to guess...
the 1st answer he gave was..taufik BASAH(batisah)coming to school
den i said no
then i gave him a clue..21.2.1994
den he said...ouh! 1994=japanese occupation...
den i was lik 0_0
then there was silence...
then he said this..
ouh!!i kno!!
den i said...wat?
then he said this..(this may b shocking but this is wat he said)
he said on thurs..im gonna marry 'arifah...
then i was lik....~_~0_0!!!!!!!!!!!
it was lik WTF man!!!!
srry the wtf may b an offensive word

k dat was a funny tho weird conversation i had wif ghaf..

~awoosh signing off!!loving u!!~

2008-02-15T18:53:00.000+08:00

ahhhh!!!cant du verticall pull ups!!!!damn!!its so hard!!

aniwae...today was funn...
still remembered how 'arifah reacted wen i wanted to giv her the thingy...
hehe cute seyy..^_^

and finally chat wif her today...now im trying to help ghaf create a blog for himself...

ouh gtg!!!

awoosh signing off!!loving u!

2008-02-13T21:45:00.000+08:00

'arifah!!!srry fer the misunderstanding of my last post!!!!
i didnt intend to make u angry or anithing but r u angry?
if u are,im so srryy!!!!!!i apologise deeply for the miscomunication...
btw...hows life at home?
ouh i notice dat u alwaes go straight back home after school...care to explain y?
im all ears....ouh and eyes...0_0...soo feel free to ask stuff...
speaking abt asking questions...when shuld i ask u 'THE question'?
think abt it kaes?and giv me the answer to wen u want me to ask u that question a.s.a.p k?

aniwaes...today was awesome...thxz to das,aidil,elena,shahrul,hanna and davina...i can play abit of the piano now...cool
quite interesting tho...playing the piano..still learning the bass part to dat song...the melody i alredy kno...
hey mayb 'arifah culd teach me a thing or to towards piano...i shuld ask her 1 day...
i shuld stop acting shy wen shes around and tok to her...rite?yeah mayb i shuld...
k lah from now on i shall act lika man!!!
hehe^_^

~awoosh signing off!! Loving u!!~

2008-02-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

finally the msn works!!!thx dad~~~!!!!

man!!i feel so..depressed lately...and my headache is worsening...>_SO STRESSED!!!!!!!!!! CA1 arnd the corner...still getting pressurized by mom to work hard....

im still trying to make u feel happy...and sometimes i really feel lik giving up on u...but....i try not to...i try to b strong so dat i can face new challenges dat u throw at me....sometimes u ignore me...dats fine mayb u needed some privacy....but it seems dat u dont want to talk 2 me at all...and for dat...im saying it now...
pls hurry up!im not forcing u or anithing but pls tok to me...I LOVE YOU....

now set aside the mushy mushy stuff and head on to...umm....life...
14/2/08....wat day is dat?THURSDAY!!!
wat of february?14th!!!(my fav no.)
wad day is it?VALENTINES DAY!!!
but too bad its againts my religion to celebrate it...

still cant wait for 21/02/08
where my life is changing and becoming more tougher
hope dat day turns out awesome and dat i will enjoy...

WELL....I HOPE SO....

~awoosh out....~_~..pls hurry?

2008-02-09T17:58:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum guys!!! wadupz...>jus came back from singapore river<>
we went to the singapore river to jus makan angin and take pics for the english project...and we had a little fun....well i was FERNANDO BOTERO(AMIR) for a day.... hehehe....

actually i was supose to go tomoro...but....y did i go today som of u might ask...
well its actually ghaf dragged me into coming to singapore river today wif him and tazi.....wat to do?he nearly cried when i said i didnt want to folo him today...so.....i went wit him....

ouh and this may sound abit wierd but guess wat.....i finished my homework.....isnt dat strange?im beginning to feel dat im a different person now than i used to be....i usually dont finish hmwk on time and alwaes get scolding but now after i was pronounced class chair...my bad habits all disappeared...is this a good sign?ouh and not to forget the pressure of going to 3e1 next year....damn!!!i really need to work harder than this...i think i hav finally awoken from my 'sweet dreams' after i landed in 2e2.....

ehh...wat shuld we do if we failed the IH test? i onli kno du a mind map but i dont kno on which book and which chapter?

klah....cya guys when i c u guys!!!

~awoosh signing off!!i love U!!!~
p.s wad other hmwk do we hav???

2008-02-06T19:21:00.000+08:00
HEY GUYS!!!!uummm.....^_^
OWWW!!!!~_~ my knee and hands hurt!!!it hurts!!!!
tangan ku lemah!!!!ehh u kno wat??i nearly blacked out on the stage just now....i dono y...my hand suddenly felt weak....my back hurt and yeah my hands wer shaking....i didnt kno wat was happening to me...den after the concert....me and das wer suffering...carrying the drumset...and dis is wat i said...das....if u suffer..i suffer...then eventually we suffer together and no 1 will give up...cool ehh? and das agreed....so...we both tahan the pain and screamed lik total morons...in agony....^_^

well its been weeks dat i've tried to install the msn messenger...and no im getting rather tired...~_~

the concert was great altho we nearly broke down wen we were playing chinese new year hits....(y does it alwaes happen)den didnt had the chance to go back to pri schl...sch closed early...den 'arifah also went home early....wat to du?go walk wif zw to sunplaza and go back to wld together...

still waiting for 'arifah...but don wrry 'arifah...i still can wait...but pls hurry up...im getting kinda lonly alredy...

yesa!!!2 more weeks to go....till...21st february...the day will come where i decide my fate and destiny....

awooosh signing off!!!gong xi facai!!!i love u!!

2008-02-05T18:10:00.000+08:00
YESAAA!!!!!!wwoooohoooo!!
well...tomoro chinese new year...
and there will b a concert....definetly cant wait fer dat...
(fol in at 10.20 a.m!!!)^_^

cool ah....altho my migraine is still in my head..(dammit!!go away!!!)
im still trying to act cheerful and happy....and im still chillin....^_~
4 days long holiday...(a break from the stress)(finally!!algebra was killing me..)with dat new teacher arnd...i need to find a way to survive until mr raj comes back into action....

MR RAJ!!!!I MISS U!!!!

hehe..and finally 'arifah could comment the last post....^_^
ouh and...'arifah!!don giv up!!b strong...i kno dat u hav the strength to talk 2 me!!
U CAN DU IT!!!!^_^ b happy alwaes...!!!

awoosh signing off!!I LOVE YOU!!

2008-01-31T20:27:00.000+08:00
assalamualaikum!!
ehh...sry guys!!!
coz i've been acting lik so...emo l8ly and didnt tok 2 you guys...
its jus dat i hav a migraine dat wont go away....and it really hurts...
den she made it worst by walking alone...i was so sad dat i cant b there 4 her..
but luckily i got a chance to tok 2 her in the bus...i kno it was sad dat 1 of the band member is gone.....but really....it breaks my heart 2 see some1 leave me...

but i really shuld apologise abt all the trouble i've caused to yu guys...thx adli for being there for me...hope this migraine will stop...if not...i'll continue acting emo but i will still salam and say waalaikumussalam you guys shuld tok 2 me often...coz im a tough 'nut' 2 crack tho...~_~
no 1 knos me better than myself...onli 1 hu knows more about me is u kno hu....

klah happy b.dae 2 paps!!!happy 41st b.dae
hope u keep on living till the full extent of ur life...insya allah...^_^
ouh and chen boon!!my birth dae is on 21st not 27th!!hehe!!
hope i would enjoy my b.dae this year.....

byebyez!!!

awoosh signing off!!...hi 'arifah!!!!^_^!!

2008-01-22T20:08:00.000+08:00
hey...~_~
today was a bad day....
the reasons: sick,headache,heart broken,stress....
the sick and headache is already painfull and the stress comes from being the chairman/person of the class
and wat me heart broken is....because of two reasons....1 of it...was abdus..das...han...sallehan...he is controlled by the habit of punching walls just lik me.........-_- i kno its my fault....if i hadnt started punching walls...dis habit wouldnt hav been passed down to das...my own long lost cousin.....its all becoz of STUPID STUPID IDOTIC BRAINLESS NEVER THINK FOOLISH NAIVE me...~_~....

the other reason was 'arifah.....
wats wrong wif u girl???
i mean....c mon u never say anithing to me...its lik u r pushing me away.....and im really hurt....
i said bye....u never answered me....i thot that u jus dont care abt me anymore...but mayb its a misunderstanding or u just didnt heard it but i dont kno unless u tell me wats the problem.........i want us to b lik last year.....but i think this year.....we dont communicate more often than we use to...i miss the old u...the talkative....the bright.....the cheerful....the cute 'arifah again!!!!!!!!!!!

cheer up kaes??
coz....if ur sad im sad too....
may this post bring out the old 'arifah tat i lik or even love...
if u are reading this 'arifah....jus kno dat i dont want to loose u and i want u to b happy always
im jus telling u dat i really care abt u and i want u to kno dat i alwaes here if u hav problems dat need to b solve
and please talk to me or say hi or somthing wen u c me..or somthing...coz...ur voice and smile really brightens up my gloomy day
and if u think dat somthing is wrong wif me...i wuld love it if u culd take ur time to hav a chat wif me....and please dont let me punch walls....im really thankfull to GOD that he made our paths meet...for dat....i want to say a BIG THANKS...^_^...and i'll try 2 get into 3E1 next year....

talk to ur dear awoosh kaes....?

awoosh signing off!!I LOVE U!!

thxz 4 reading this post...
^_^^_^^_^^_^^_^^_^

2008-01-20T23:12:00.000+08:00
ok........dis..comp seems ok......hmm....
ouh hi!!!!guys!! i miss u so much!!! its lik...woah!!
k...soo....how did i get here?well i hav dis new comp...im testing it out now...hehe cool...
ok....uhhh...wat am i suppose to du now?mayb i shuld try to install the msn messanger...yeah i'll du dat tomoro....

'ARIFAH!!!!! I MISSED U!!!!!!!! i mean........uhh.....malu ahh....^_^ hehe....
i dont want this comp to spoil so....to b on the safe side...

I LOVE YOU!!WA AI NI!!SAYA CINTAI MU!!
i dono y but i feel lik i havent met u in lik a decade hehe

dis question still remains in my mind...........shuld i ask u the question again?i mean i dont want 2 get the same answer the 1st tim i asked u the question...

mayb the tim is not rite yet.........mayb u kno wat the question is dont u 'arifah?well its easy..wen we meet l8ter i'll tell u or mayb even ask u the question.....

awoosh signing off!!byebyebu,i love u!!

2008-01-01T11:44:00.000+08:00
hello guys!!hey guys...look ok.....im so stressed
coz u kno lah...sch opening soon....and blablabla....

umm..............abt her rite....umm....how shuld i put it....lets just say i love her very much and i dont want 2 loose her...yeah....dats all im gona say...really sad tho....1st...oz threw my eupho on the floor...never will forget dat...and wats even worst is mom is forcing me 2 quit band....shitz!!!bummer man!!!!k lah if u c me like sedih sedih during band u kno y and now im a future D.M...life for me has stepped up to a whole new level

hope i dont quit band...-_-

ouh and 'arifah...dat time u ask me was i jealous or wat rite?well abit....yah so...umm.....yah
look mayb i shuld leave dat question behind and not ask u dat question until im ready.....so....
for the time being...i wanna rest in peace...umm....ouh and these r the song i wuld like to let u hear...the songs r...no one...sorry blame it on me...if thats ok with you...inconsolable...and sweetest girl...if u hav the time...listen 2 those songs...ouh and 1 more song is....unbelievable...

happy new year guys...

*sigh....
tell u wat

'ARIFAH?

I LOVE YOU...

awoosh signing off..assalamualaikum

(p.s this may b my last post....so...goodbye guys)
*wiping tears

2007-12-14T10:28:00.000+08:00
AAAAHHHHH!!!!!finally!!!alhamdulillah!!!after 2days of trying to log in!!!both msn and blogger...aaahhhh!!!finallyy!!!!!!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!god!!i missed u guys!!and gurls...^_^

sorry lah if i dah lamer tk online or update ni blog...i was busy doing nth at K.L...well ok it lets me relaxs...but OI!!if i wan 2 relaxs tuu,i can!!!infront of computer i chat wif 'arifah...yah its relaxing...u shuld tryit...xP
*sigh i miss her alot....and speaking of missing some1...met up wif ghaf rand and acap yesterday...lah...me and ghaf tok crap lik we never tok crap b4...rand and acap talk abt balls...no!!not dats ''balls''..i mean balls bat are being kicked around in the field.

i missed band too!!2 days withoutband....i was crying in my heart....mom wouldnt let me go home and go fer band...-_- bummer!!heard dat 'arifah sang dat day during band...and yeah i said it once,i said it again 'arifah's voice is awesome....dat is the true blue truth...

ok...mayb K.L may b quite fun...but i still miss singapore alot!!atleast i hav somthing 2 come back 2 wen i get back home....

awoosh signing off!bye 'arifah!!assalamualaikum

2007-12-06T17:15:00.000+08:00
finally my cuzzie came 2 my house!!yattaaaa!!
cool!he folowed me 2 band today...quite cool actually...
the whole day...i was irritated by the same question again and again.
the question was for the malay's,adik kau eh?
for the chinese pulak,ur little brother ehs?
but atleast some1 from band knows me very well and didnt ask dat question...and the only person dat knows me very well is none other than her....

cool...^_^
band as usual was awesome!!!for once!we sounded lik swiss!!cool actually...

after band got pumping...so tiring...very penat...hands stiff muscle stiff...
but quite umm...hard actually cian mal...dier sakit.

den went 2 kfc wif alcis and zw and my cuzzie ofcoz...den half way there zw disappeared..cool

den ate wif alcis..quite a nice guy actually.never got a chance 2 tolk to her today...so depressed...~_~ but a fun day..dat i can assure

ouh!!i forgot!!assalamualaikum...

awoosh signing off!bye 'arifah!adios amigos!

~_~ so depressed

2007-12-02T07:35:00.000+08:00
yesterday was ok.
i was cooking.
after cooking,i went 2 the comp
and saw 'arifah online
den i chat wif her...
den i was too late as she was logging off soon
wat du ya think?i was sad!!!~_~
den she said she wuld online l8ter
but after she offline...mom ajak keluar..
so i wrote her an email

k yesterday was ok...tiring tho
my lil adikz went 2 watch the island princess
and i went 2 look 4 a candy shop
but try as i might...i had no luck

went back home empty handed
but atleast my adikz are happy

awoosh signing off!!byebye 'arifah!!adios amigos

2007-12-01T08:37:00.000+08:00
assalamualaikum.

sentosa yesterday was....AWESOME....despite the boring games.
hanging out with 'arifah,Zw and das was a blast!!

das had no choice 2 play some games and get wet...hehe cian dier...
onli me,'arifah and zw left standing....luckily i was ban from going near the water cool eh?thxz mom!!

but every happy part needs to have a sad part...
me,'arifah,zw got scolded badly by our seniors....
c mon lah guys!!its not our fault!!its not the passersby dat stepped onto the line!!its just the wind!!

den i went 2 the so called 'towers' with 'arifah,zw andd chonglong
and let me tell u....they are sick perverts!!!!!all th way me and 'Arifah was lik EEUUUWWW!!!!

den it was time 2 go home....(at last!~_~)
went 2 vivo to eat....but wat did i eat?jus minum air jerr
and let me tell u dat for the whole day i didnt eat anithing...even the nasi lemak....u kno y? bcoz i had no appetite!

ouh gtg now...cya guys l8ter...

awoosh signing off!bye 'arifah!!adios amigos
its not dat i cannot spell...i was malas at dat time
sorry if my spelling was rong

2007-11-27T10:15:00.000+08:00
assalamualaikum guys!!
u kno wat?y du i even bother 2 say assalamualaikum?
tkder orang yang jawab....sedih.....

anyway...yesterday.
very fun and tyring....played basketball wif john,shaun,akmal,isaac.
the whole day was fun!(but tyring)

band yesterday was awesome!!despite my badly injured hand...
our sound was great!!then the tuba's spoiled the fun again....BUMMER!
wen elena knew dat my hand was in pain...se forced me 2 not play but did i listen?NO......i didnt......den hamizah didnt know abt my hand den during sectionals..she pressurized me....very hard....luckily i have a strong will....coool

den after band...we ate at KFC (AGAIN) lik no other place seyy!!
u kno y?because there IS no other place...yah we ate...until 3p.m we went 2 C.P...

the batminton game wif 'arifah was awesome!!cool!!altho both of us were clueless abt the game...we did pretty well...nice...altho she tried to kill me wif the racquet of hers..nearly hit my face...not onli once but a couple of times....hi 5 girl!!

'arifah held my injured hand...i dont know if i shuld scream in agony...weep lik a sorry fella....or jut keep quiet and say ouch!
wat du u expect?she's a girl!!i cant shout at her!and i u kno.....<3>

awoosh signing off!!bye 'arifah!!adios amigos!!
(haha if cannot type byebyebu...i jus type bye 'arifah)

2007-11-23T20:23:00.000+08:00
ASSALAMUALAIKUM GUYS!!!!!!

haha=D wadzupp!!im back after 2 long days at camp!!
haha!!alot has happened in the last 2 days...very fun!!
but...all fun things come 2 an end sooner or l8ter....
and believe me...the ending during the camp 4 me is..."HURTFULL"
guys or girls...as u kno...dat dae...i was brutally bullied by my lil bro's and sis's...and in the end i injured my hand(BADLY)...ok.some of u out there may know this. well...wat happened just now..b4 we assemble 2 board the bus...something happened 2 my hand....and i guess...i really deserve it...okok,it all went lik this...

ok mayb i'll just tell u wat happened 2 my hand yeahs?
ouhwell...GHAFRAN KICKED MY HAND FULL FORCE....there i said it...u dont believe wat i jus taiped?ok i'll say it again...GHAFRAN KICKED MY HAND FULL FORCE....and the bad thing is..he kicked the injured hand...now..i cant even move my hand...i said NOW not jus now but NOW!

u could jus imagine the pain im feeling rite now...to make things worst...ghaf IS my best friend and i did nothing wrong!!!but...as i said..i deserved it...u kno wat?well...he got the chance 2 release the anger and fury of me and 'arifah...and he did...all on my (BADLY)injured hand...

all i can say now is...THANKS GHAFRAN!!
i miss her!!!i miss my euphonium!!!i miss band!!!i missed sembahyang jumaat!!i miss sembahyang 5 waktu!!

wish i culd sembahyang during the camp!
overall...its quite fun!!

gtg!

awoosh signing out!!byebyebu,i love u!!adios amigos!!

2007-11-19T08:11:00.000+08:00
ok 'arifah!i got it.no more sorries....unless i need 2 ok?

OK people!!

lets get started wif this post!

wat happened yesterday?as usual...went rollerblading at east coast...my adik dua dua degil...tak nak dengar...jatuh in the middle of the slope and the slope was damn high!ORANG SURUH BRAKE TAK NAK BRAKE KAN!AMIK KAU UBAT!! no lahs main main jerr...

at east coast,they budak kecik kecik go swimming and i was alone!!haha!!
well,u see...i hate swimming at the beach.i kno its nice!but...GATAL!!wif all the sand flies!brgh!hate it!hahax...den it started 2 get daRK so i round up all the lil kiddies and bring everything 2 a shelter nearby.

we ate for about 19 minutes?yah..2 b exact...19.33 minutes.yah i counted
cool huh?heh!well after eating(keropok jerr.tidak kenyangkan tapi alhamdulillah syukur kerana ada juga rezeki..^_^)

den...as we were WALKING back home...i...I...i kinda.......slip.....and....haha!i fell down...but...lucky 4 me i slide.i did not go swoop!BOOOM!! butt flat...if i kena...sakit dok!!

yesterday...watch 3 movies in 1 day...cool!!
final fantasy 7
pirates of the carribean dead man's chest
charlies angles

k guys gtg!!

firdaus signing off!byebyebu,i love u!!
(still thinking abt the awoosh thing tho)

2007-11-18T10:06:00.000+08:00
ouh!!so srryy!!!srry ehh 'arifah!!haha....well she's rite abt 1 thing....there!....this is wat she's rite abt! (......)heh!no full stop if u notice in most of my posts!...there i go again!ok....arrgghh!cant stop duing it!heh!well its kinda lik a habit. there a full stop,wat else?capital letters at the start of each sentence?past tense?present tense?hah!!ok lah sry tau 'arifah!!srry,srry,srry,srry,srry,srry,srry,srry,srry,srry,srry!2dae mcm tak gi rollerblading.i feel so....umm....sick!my face is green!woah!altho i love green very much...i dont think i want a green face...well its just an expression of me being sick!i dont feel 2 good!

g2g guys....srry again 2 'arifah!

firdaus amir signing off!!byebyebu,i love u!!
(maybe i shuld change 2 awoosh.well..i'll think abt it)

2007-11-17T21:20:00.000+08:00
tomoro im gonna go rollerblading.....hope i dont fall face flat on the ground or fall on my butt....ouch!!it hurts jus thinking about it!brgh!scary!seram!!even more scary than blood oozing out or yellow eyes!!at least u watch onli....

today well....nothing much.....jus ur regular day at home....u kno....sit infront of computer staring at the screen wif half closed eyes in the morning waiting 4 some1 2 online....yah

den mom called untuk makan kat luar 4 breakfast...i cant believe we ate at KFC for breakfast!!wat a heavy meal dat was!!den went groceries shopping....took 1 hour there....den got back home....again the regular thing 2 du...switch on the computer....listen 2 songs and waiting 4 that som1 to online and chat wif him/her....

gtg

firdaus signing off!byebyebu!!

2007-11-16T23:10:00.000+08:00
assalamualaikum.....hey guys!!!

*sigh*yawn....

aaww man!!baru habis silat....its so damn nice 2 finally feel the pain to excercise for 1 and a half hours....cool!!my whole body is aching!!dats nice!!altho my leg muscles r crammed....the feeling is very nice!!its been 2 long!!.....

aniwaes.....its 11 p.m now....im planning 2 stay up until my mom gets back.....but im so tired dat i culd barely.........open.............my..............

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ouh! srry guys! so......very..........so............the...................very.................tir...............ed
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oh well guys....i guess i cant stay up any longer....need 2 sleep....

happy b.dae 2 any1 hu is celebrating their b.daes today......

this goes to....kakak 'arifah 'atiqah......and abang iswandi......

allah selamat kan kamu!semoga berjaya dalam hidup ini.....

gtg guys.....assalamualaikum!

firdaus amir signing off!!byebyebu,i love u!!adios amigos!!

2007-11-15T17:51:00.000+08:00
assalamualaikum!

hey hey!!wadssupz!!well...today...was like.....okok lahs....not very umm.....uuhhh......exciting but quite cool......or shuld i say cold.heh!sejuk gilerr!!!rain rain!!alamak!!bising seyy!!but quite fun!den after we play under void deck not me aniwaes.......>_<>'arifah,dada,aidil,traicia and shahrul....wat a fun grp....altho pelik....but fun!well....me acting funny(abit merepek) 'arifah acting kinda cute....cheerful....yeah...dada acting silly....shahrul acting emo....aidil acting blur....and traicia acting understanding......okok well...we went 2 the C.P(not carpark or causeway point!)canberra park 2 u kno....hav fun.....^_^....den i played bola jaring ngan 'arifah dan dada....very fun....

den its time 2 go home...i went hom wif 'arifah...on the way 2 the bus stop...she said penat so....i hate 2 c her struggle so....i helped her....she carried my bag which has nth inside....and i carried her trombone...its lik a switch!got up onto the bus and dats the 1st time me and 'arifah talked in the bus together!^_^....den u kno go home.....den blablabla....sakit kepala....mabuk!woah!

gtg!!!^_^

firdaus amir signing off!!byebyebu,i love u!!adios amigos!!

2007-11-14T13:03:00.000+08:00
*yawn....hey guys!!wads up!!

ouh this post is abt the last 2 days of my pewny life in sec 1....hehe well not excatly pewny though......hah!!okok time 2 get started...where shuld i start?...monday....or....tuesday..?well....i think i'll start wif yesterday...and boy!wat a day dat was!!quite exciting....at 10 a.m...shiqin was there infront of B.K...then i came 2 minutes later...man!2 minutes!but hey!we(me,'arifah,cuzies,hana and nurul) agreed 2 meet there at 11a.m...so....yup we wer early....well....teha arrived 19 minutes l8ter....so...i message hana and nurul...but...they said they not going 2 da movie so....we waited 4 'arifah....hoping she wuld come....and she did!on time some more!cool!woah!outstanding!....well...we met...we went up...bought our tickets....and waited 1 hour for our movie to start...actually...45 mins 2 b exact....in that 45 mins...we went 2 the library...and yah....u kno...budak gatal staring at my cuzzies...hope not looking at 'arifah tho....^_^.....well....yah!.....we shared stories abt our past life u kno? ehh!not the past life dat 1 lahs!!(not the reincarnated 1)
okok...after dat buy pop corn...watch movie....den...after movie go toilet....den go out of toilet...searh lik mad 4 'arifah....^_^...we thot dier dah balik!rupe rupenyer....dier kat escalator!den we sent her hom...not totally at her doorstep i mean...at the escalator leading to the bus station...gav her the pictures in the C.D i mean...den said assalamualaikum...at nite....went 2 the concert...well...my school band is ok tho but som of them did not pulse....heh!!the band nearly broke down but it regained sound...and i must say the cornets are fantastic!

on monday...went 4 singing auditions...and yah i got it...mcm singapore idol gitukk....^_^ lol...sang wif 'arifah!cool!her voice....was FANTASTIC YOU KNO!! lik umm.....hehe lik she's a PRO singer u kno?well...im ok lah at1st nervous...den i sang infront of 'arifah lagi malukan! ^o^ aww!den i must sing smoke on the water by myself!!!haha!!cool!i hope i dont get stage fright and passout!

firdaus signing off!!byebyebu,i love u!!adios amigos!

2007-11-10T14:30:00.000+08:00
assalamualaikum!!hehe....baru habis tution....srry guys!!

sedih arhh!!!moms gonna go 2 thailand tomoro and dad's not coming back until monday!!aww man!!its no fun!!im so bored stuck at home!!
can anyone chat wif me 2moro....i would really appreciate it!hope mom would get me a suvenior.....ouh gtg!!

firdaus signing off!!byebyebu,iloveu!!

unbelievable-craig david

2007-11-09T17:09:00.000+08:00
always said i would know where to find out
always thought i would b ready and strong enough
but sometimes i jus felt i could give up
but you came and you change my whole world now
im somewhere i'd never been before
now i see
what love means

(chorus)
its so unbelievable
and i dont want to let it go
the sun is so beautiful
throwin down like a waterfall
i feel like you've always been
forever apart of me
and its so unbelievable
to finally be in love
somewhere i never thought i'd be

and my heart and my head its ok now
on my hands you've got nothin to fear now
i was lost and you rescued me somehow
im alive im in love you complete me
and im never been here before
now i see
what love means

(chorus)

and when i think of what i have and this chance i really lost
i cant help but break down.....
and cry
hooo yeah...break down and cry ouh.....

(chorus)

now i see...what love means
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woohoo!!
cool man!!i love dat song!so...hear it...and u'll love it!!well..its a love song bye craig david cool ehs?i would lik 2 dedicate 2 'arifah 'aqilah..........^_^

firdaus amir signing off!!byebyebu,ilove u!!!adios amigos!

2007-11-08T21:53:00.000+08:00
assalamualaikum semua!fird's back wif a new post!
jus now....at 1730 hrs....dats is 5.30 p.m....i went 2 the woodlands swimming pool....i kno its a long time...since i've gone there....it has changed alott tho....okok.....well....my family went there 2 swim....u kno?berenang?yeahs....so...(i escaped!!hehe....no swimming 4 me!....)cool ehs?oklah srry 2 the ones hu love swimming....its just dat i dono wat happend 2 me...i loved swimming b4!but now....the onli place i lik 2 swim in is....air terjun...its kinda cooling....refreshing....rejuvenating....wat else....umm....cool?hehe.....its just so.....nice 2 b there!okok....enough....well i met....som of my fwens of qihua pri sch!the 1st 1 i met was raihan.....well the little dude mcm buat bodoh jerr!tengok kat aku mcm tak kisah...mcm stranger gitukk!alamak ape sehh!kawan mcm gitu seyy!den saw mariani....she was lik swimming...den she saw me....den i was lik buat bodo tengok cakap hi ke tak....rupe-rupenye tak cakap jugak!alamak!apani!pri 4 same class!after i met her....i met firdaus...not firdaus amir!not firdaus eddie!but firdaus osman....in the guys toilet...den bukan nak cakap assalamualaikum ke hello ker...hi kerr...ola ker..vanakam kerr...ni hao ma kerr....alikato kerr....aper seyy!!wAD is this man!!1st raihan!den mariani...den firdaus(osman)!!??mentah mentah nama same takpayah cakap assalamualaikum lah ehh?ehh!!firdaus tau!nama syurga!astagafirulah halazim!!after swimming....we go out and makan!!woohoo!i ate mee soto...mmmmm!dah lame tak makan!!sedap!!now im back hom....2moro band......

is dat all?yah dats all guys!aww!=(
nvm lahs there is still 2moro!

firdaus amir signing off!!byebyebu,i love u!!adios amigos!!

2007-11-07T20:54:00.000+08:00
*yawn.....>O<....-O- so damn tired!!!okok i finish dis den i go sleep....okok well.....the last 2 days no time 2 blog so...srry!ouh shoot!...4got 1 thing!assalamualaikum guys!ahh dats better...okok...the on monday....jln raye ngan 'arifah,nurul and hana...cool ahk!1st go rumah acap...den acap like malu malu kuching gitukk....hello!its ur house dude relaxs!!suruh duduk tak nak...nak diri....abih sekejap lagi...duduk tepi aku....hehe...pelik arh acap ni....*yawn.....uh...next was...'arifah's house....hehe....um...walk walk walk...2...blk 537,573 errr....umm.....shoot i forgot!uhh....okok nvm....tiring but its worthit...den hana and nurul wer lik....VERY slow....woah....no offence guys but...my lilbrother walks faster den u wif high heels....srry k?noi offence...aniwae...hu ask u 2 wear high heels?okok nvm....next....was my house...den met my father at the carpark...mom was already at hom preparing....then 'arifah was lik....ouh shit!firdaus punye bapak!abis tuu panic!hehe kelakar seyy...at my house...hehe....semua orang malu malu kucing!!haha!!betul betul malu!den dad asked me 2 take 'arifah,nurul and hana on a tour of my room....hehe....cool!after dat...my dad told me 2 take som photos...and....quite nice actually....ouh speaking of the photos....i havent ask my dad how much!okok but he is propably on his way to hongkong rite now!ok...next week arh...srry!!and set up the studio in the room abt 5 mins....well tak sampai 5 min pon...well...take picture...nice seyy!all blue!!^_^cool!den after dat...go das house....den i was scared half 2 death!thx nek!really needeed dat...but seram seyy!!woah i was lik going out of the door den she was lik....firdaus ni menengah dua kan firdaus?den i was lik menengah satu nek...den suddenly..she was lik aarrrgghh!!mcm kena sampuk gitukk....no offence nenek!den i ran out of the house....nearly hit 'arifah....heh....den ajak das jln raye...den jln but no house 2 go so...he go hom empty handed...cian dier...the next day...green week!at the exhibition hall...quite tiring actually...okok skip dat part...after dat...me,'arifah,nurul and hana go makan makan...umm....at beach road....no mood 2 eat but drinking water..really helps....den hana ordered nasi ayam penyet....hehe...seram se!the mak cik was lik...berapa nasi penyet kau nak?hana was lik thinking...den suddenly....the makcik lik SATU KE DUA??!! den hana was lik satu satu cik satu!kesihan hana....todae....after band went 2 KFC...didnt felt lik eating....den went 2 C.P....nth 2 du there...den lik tok tok...play swing...me and das walk around the park bare footed....kaki terbakar seyy!!das punyer kaki dah masak....kaki aku dah hangus!hehe...den bought big gulp 4 the girls('arifah,dada and hanna)lik belanja like dat seyy...coz...dada said l8ter she paid me back but didnt...luhs nvm lah!firdaus belanja yeah?hehe altogether...$4.80 well...oklah price boleh tahan....den nth more 2 du at C.P....walk hom wif 'arifah and akmal...mcm cool gitu arh!!revisiting the memories....the 'good and best times' of my walking home wif 'arifah....hehe....tok tok tok....nice!i would really lik 2 du it again!if theres time larh....simply love it.....

k guys!im really tired here....i g2g b4 i sleep infront of the computer....

firdaus amir signing off!byebyebu!!iloveu!!adios amigos!!

2007-11-05T10:36:00.000+08:00
yay!todae is 'd' dae we go out together....yessa!me,'arifah,ghaf,nurul and hana....toobad acap culdnt com along...='( sedih arh....*crying....okok dats enough...but really sedih seyy!nvm aniwaes....todae kalau ader tim kami akan gi rumah cikgu Z. cool!hope shes hom....

ouh guys....yesterday....i jln raye ngan faMILY ku...the last house was i cousins house....den both my cousins wer there....ok guys....wat im abt 2 tell u might b shocking or quite disturbing...well....u kno guys rite....guys...well wat du u kno abt guys....?well....som say they r meant 4 protection....ok i agree wif dat....guys r physically strong......ok..... but som guys....really wants 2 get a big slap upon their faces....memang merepek punye lelaki....im not toking abt hafeez tau!so....jgn terasa tau!well...1 of my cuzzie punye 'boyfwen'....yah....his name is Zaki....urgh hate him....well.....my cuzzie ask....how much does he loves her....he replied:very much until i want 2 sleep wif u.....HOW MANY SLAPS FROM ME DU U THINK HE DESERVES? den...my cousie ask:aFTER marridge or play....he said:both....HOW MANY SLAPS FROM ME DU U THINK HE DESERVES? den he message.....and u kno wat he ask my cuzzie 2 du?

HE ASK HER TO STRIP NAKED INSIDE THE HADICAPPED TOILET.....and he ask her....nak main tak?....u kno wat she replied?YES!!!!O>M>G!!!HOW MANY SLAPS FROM ME DU U THINK HE DESERVES?I THINK NI DAH TAKPAYAH SLAP!NI NAK KENA TERAJANG NGAN AKU NI!!DAH MELEBIH!!!ISSHHH!! LELAKI NI MACAM!! NAK CAKAP AKU NI PON......AKU TAK PERNAH FIKIRKAN BENDA BENDA TU LARH!!!NANTI SELEPAS KAHWIN KAN BOLEH!!ASTAGAFIRULLAH HALAZIM!!!!!cousie....hope u would wake up from dis nightmare....think abt the future if u du it now....u'll regret it tau!!so...think WISELY b4 u act kaes?

k guys dats all larh!im oll out of words....nak fikirkan hape pon taktahu dah blank dah otak ni....^_^ ouh and happy burfdae 2 um....kakak 'arifah?ehh!not 'arifah!'arifah....okok....lebih baik aku cakap mcm gini...happy burfdae 2 kakak 'arifah ATIQAH......k?is dat better?^_^...well if u wer wondering how i kno...well...theres this thing called friendster ^_^ hehe kalau salah tkperh lah cakap advance burfdae wish hehe!k lah guys gtg!!

firdaus amir signing off!!byebyebu!!adios amigos!!

2007-11-04T11:42:00.001+08:00
~_~....! so tired yesterday!!.....heh.....tried almost everything dat could make me awake...like...rock music...watching videos...friendster...and more...but failed.....well....the thing dat keeps me awake is toking or rather chatting wif 'arifah....hehe cool.....*smack face stop saying dat dude!!okok wehere was i?ouh yah well....tok wif 'arifah...coo....*smack face oW!!!okok....no more cool....okok....um....toking wif 'arifah really keeps me awake and alive....woah eye opening dats wat i can say.....^_^ cant wait 4 tomoro....we decided 2 jln raye....yeah.....me,'arifah,ghaf,hana and nurul...nice!....well....meet at woodlands mrt....at 2p.m.....ouh and wat 2 wear....obviously not green arh coz....so dull rite?alwaes green....well...so...i'll try 2 wear the greenish blue...coo...i mean...nice!
kk.....umm...gtg guys(and girls ofcoz...)

firdaus amir signing off!!byebyebu!!adios amigos!!

2007-11-03T12:42:00.000+08:00
guys and girls....assalamualaikum....
there's somthing i need 2 tell u all....yesterday...u might notice my p.m and d.p is all abt anger and rage....
today im gonna tell u wat happen and want 2 apologise 4 all the sins i've done or said yesterday 2 dis fwen of mine....ouh and all of u bloggers out there....
firdaus eddy....he was my best fwen....we met at pri 4.....we wer the best of fwens and we nvr quarrel....bergurau adelah but not quarrel....but yesterday....i culdnt control my anger....i kno he onli bergurau but i didnt realise it until dat nite....yesterday i culdnt sleep....i was thinking abt my fwenship. will it stay the same or crumble into dust....and i realised dat i've made a big,ginormous,huge,ugly,awfull mistake of my life......i wrote in my msn....dont bother messaging me dude!hey dude look!if u message me 1 more time....den i hav no choice but 2 pretend i hav never met u and i will nvr kno u.....but he continued on chatting wif me asking if i was alrite....but i refused 2 reply....den he finally logged out....i was thinking 2 delete him from every contact i had of him but....finally realise dat he was my fwen but not onli he was a friend!he was lik a brother 2 me....

i take dis tim now 2 apologise wit a heavy heart 2 u firdaus eddy!im so srry!!pls forgive me!srry if i hurt ur feelings in anyway at all.hope u will say yes if i said dat i want 2 be ur best fwen again....im so...sad now.......
guys.....out there.....take dis time now....2 reflect on hu is ur best fren and apologise 2 dem...don b lik me....a fool hu dosent think b4 he acts....

2007-11-02T11:41:00.000+08:00
control fird!!control.....u can control the anger...
no!!its 2 hard!!
no u can du it!
no i cant i need 2 let it out!!
no u cant!u jus cant let it out!!c mon dude control!!
no!no!no!!!!
yes!yes!yes!!!!
i....i...ca...can't.....i cant control it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!

ARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!
AAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT CONTROL!!CANT CONTROL!!!!!!!!

cmon fird fird believe u can du it and u will!!!
I CANT FIRD!!I JUS CANT CONTROLL IT!!!!!!!
look ok relaxs relaxs!!
OK I TRY.............
yes dats it fird.......cry it out yes fird cry it all out......
*cry and cry and cry
now is dat better?
*sigh im fine....
ok just relaxs....ouh and promise me 1 thing fird
yah fird?wad is it?
dont du dat again!
du wat again?
dont cry again its really hurtfull 2 c u cry lik dat!and no offence but...ur a guy!
hey!i was in terrible pain here!!
okok relaxs!dont cry again yeahs.....promise?
well......ok...but if i cant control den i let out
um....ok.wow luckily u cried wen no 1 is around *phew!
hehe.....luckily....

2007-11-02T10:02:00.000+08:00
yesterday was quite fun....yeah cool!met lindi yesterday at mcdonalds(sunplaza)and saw clement and randolph and hui zhu!woohhoo!den we bought bubble tea....mine as usual green apple my favourite!simply love it!

ok so....after we bought the bbble tea...clement invited me and lindi 2 join them 4 a game of bola jaring!(basketball in english).the 1 hour of basket ball was quite fun!hehe nice one by clement and randolph and believe me!they are 'the' pros at basketball!but hu says i cant play?at least i knew the rules and how 2 play....soo....i was not handicapped at all!

theres onli 5 people!hana culd'nt make it coz...she sick....elaine also cannot make it...luh! den yesterday....i wanted 2 invite 'arifah but b4 i culd....she logged out!aww man!how i just wish i could ask her out 2 play basketball with me,lindi,randolph,clement and hui zhu!

daTS all guys and girls! ouh and dis sentence i have not said it in a long time so....here it goes.....

SMILE ALWAES
AND ALWAES SMILE!!!=)^_^!

firdaus signing off!!byebyebu!!adios amigos!!

2007-11-01T12:54:00.000+08:00
ok fird the door is quite closeby....come on fird u can du it!ur plan will work!!jus tell ur self dat u will nvr giv up until u get out of dat door!!aww!!cant som1 jus open it!!pls!!i need 2 get out!!im really desperate here!!

mom:merepek lah awoosh ni
awoosh(me):*sigh
mom:nak kluar?
awoosh(me):*nod patheticly
mom:ok u can go but onli if u promise 2 come back hom fast!
awoosh(me):yer bu!
mom:u dengar tak?!
awoosh(me)yer bu!
mom:cepat siap!
awoosh(me):yer bu!
now im still tengah siap.....hehe.....^_^
still waiting....for the right time 2 go out....my going out time is alwaes abt...let me c...1.30?yah ok gtg!!

fird14 signing off!!byebyebu!

2007-10-31T10:16:00.000+08:00
gd mornin guys and girls,ladies and gentleman,beroks and monyets,merepek and meraban okok enough....wadsup guys?(and girls ofcoz)how r u feelin todae?hope ur fine....i wanna go back 2 school a.s.a.p!i cant stand it!im so lonly!i need him!i need her!i need my instrument!i want my band!hey wait!tomoro band wat?.......hmm........but no 'arifah!so boring lahs!den ghaf also not bothered 2 come!den l8ter zw also cabut!i dono abt nurul but i hope she comes 2moro...das!ur my onli hope!pls come!pls!!don say u go 2 ur grandparents house lah pls!!okok enough begging!umm.....ouh yah pamela's performance!i wanna go!hope nth pops out during dat dae!reall love 2 c her perform!simply lov the sound of the piano!and i jus simply love music!from pop...jazz...techno(abit)...slow...fast...rnb...or senang jerr i jus say dat i love every type of music!!!simply love them

dats ol fer naw!!firdaus signing off!!byebyebu!!adios amigos!!

2007-10-30T15:12:00.000+08:00
hi guys!assalamualaikum!

hav u had the ever had the feeling dat somthing is missing in ur life?have u tried 2 search for it?did u find it?if u cant....wat du u think u wer searching 4 dat is missing in ur life?wat wuld u feel if u found it?hehe here are some of the things u wuld think of....ur teddybear...ur ''bantal bucuk''...ur lost cap....ur lost CD...ur mp3 player....ur photo of some1....ur soft toy....ur missing peice of the puzzle....ur pokemon card...ur missing eyeball(just a joke) or....ur just missing the one u love?i'll b suprised if u wuld cry if u lost ur maths textbook hehe^_^ jus joking luhs!srry 2 all maths geeks!ehh!tak baik lah aku ni!ehh kakak sane lah jgn kacau abg! iwanna taip ni!

ARRRGGGHHH!!!!!OW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not the hair!not the hair!!pls!!!!ow!!!!ouch dat hurts!!wat i du sey!!!

OKOK!!!ARRRRGGGHHH!!!!

ok kak!relaxs! um.....ah-huh!
u can put the blame on me,u can put the blam....OW!!!!!okok i giv up i giv up!!!!jgn cubit jgn cubi.....OW!!!!

k guys got to go b4 my lil sis here rips me apart!
adios amigos!!byebyebu!!selamat hari raya!!

OUCH!!!!okok im going im going!!!shiissh!little sisters nowadays!!im gonna complain!

2007-10-24T17:46:00.000+08:00
hey hey its like the high sch musical song!

ehem ehem....im breaking free
soaring,flying,theres not a star in heaven dat i can reach!
well...hehe kinda nice in a way....hehe!^_^

okok 1 more song.....
ur beutiful!ur beautiful!ur beautiful its true!
i saw ur face at band practice,and i dono wat 2 du!
coz i fell in love wit u!

hehe dat was nice 2

okok last 1
gdbye my lover...gdbye my frend...
u hav been the 1, u hav been the 1 4 me!
aww c mon!how many times must i forget my senior and my teachers!
nvm!

ouh!g2g!!byebyebu,i love u!!adios amigos!!
fird14 signing off!

2007-09-19T15:58:00.000+08:00
*sloppy look *sigh.hi guys......~_~........not in the best mood todae.......*sigh well......it starts with a dae in ramadhan.........got scolded in the morning jus bcoz never highlight but i forgot the whole thing so i read again. so......abit angry with myself......~_~........after dat.....recess.......nth 2 du......sit around.......still discussing abt the debate.......*sigh.........after recess......MT(it was suppose 2 b my favourite subject now.......not liking it as ilham,hafeez,milzam and tazi making alott of noise)...........during MT.....cikgu Z marah dem lik i pity her sia!!!*sigh headache in MT lessons.......~_~........awww man......again.........den art lesson.same as alwaes......it starts out boring den it begins 2 b quite fun having ghaf,Zw and HuiZhu in ur grp wen ur depressed.......but somtymes its a very bad idea......well.....we had 2 duplicate an artwork by mr vincent van gogh......its quite interesting 2 draw wat he drew.......but as u kno.....i hate colouring.....>_<..........muke masam as alwaes.....den ok dis is the part dat i dont understand......it goes lik this......Zw starts 2 lik.....hey y u lik sad?or angry?or depressed?I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE ASK THAT QUESTION........ok.....4 u guys hu want 2 kno y.......when i dont ans back means dat i hav no mood 2 ans back or simply I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for those hu dosent understand wats the meaning of dat.....here is a simpler version......BELAHLAH!!!!!!!!!!GO AWAY!!!!!!!!SHOO!!!!!!!!!!!GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GET AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok?^_^ srry 4 being so....moody guys its jus i cant help it!!well.....todaes colour is dark green coz......its hate which is black combines wit green which is my colour......get it?

24 more days

firdaus amir signing off~_~.......ouh!byebyebu.......

2007-09-17T22:16:00.000+08:00
assalamualaikum!!

2dae was a great dae!!the second round of the debate was awesome!!!gd point by ghafran there!!he was awesome!!eh!!alamak if he sabo the grp alredi.......next will b us!!!ouh shit!!mati!!!die die die!!!!okok clam down fird!okok anything they throw at us....we will try 2 rebutt k?ok breathe in and out.....*sigh.....i don care if my grp wins or not....wat matters is having fun!!!^_^ woohoo!!!!smile!!!!!ok 'arifah and grp!!try ur best!! ouh and no mercy yeahs?don hold back on possible ans!!may the best debater wins kaes?if u win......congratulation in advance!!if not........try harder yeahs!!!!u can du it!!!go go go!!!k guys now.......bulan puasa......25 more days 2 go!!!ehh!!i 4got!!any1 want 2 jln jln raya dengan me and one of my friend from pri sch?any1?the time and date havent yet confirmed.dats all guys and gals!!

firdaus signing off!!!byebyebu!!!adios amigos!!

2007-09-15T17:34:00.000+08:00
darn it!!!no silat yesterday!!lah!!!i love silat training!!its jus so...nice wen u let out all of ur anger on the punching bag!it feels so relaxing,so...nice,so.....good,so......lik u wan 2 punch it harder or alott of times.all i can say is......silat is the best anger releasing session!but somtimes u will b so sweaty and very tired.....the gd thing is.....u get stronger...u get more experienced and u get more fitter!^_^ simply love it alot!!here is 1 tip 4 u guys hu r willing 2 let out ur anger and want 2 join silat but u cant,well find me,ask me 1 thing dat is.....can i punch u?if i say yes,say thank you den punch.if no...it jus means dat i hav no mood 2 b punched.dis bulan ramadhan better not coz....it'll make my anger rise 2 a certain extent wen i cant control den i burst out lik a big explosion and it will b nasty!jus try 2 make me happy if u can yeahs?jokes can du.jus try anithing dat can possibly make me smile yeahs? well 2day is the third dae of fasting month......27 more days......ok guys and gurls!dats all

firdaus signing off!byebyebu!adios amigos!