Once,there lived a free thinker..
he traveled the lands in search for a religion to follow..
he went to every holy place in the world with 3 questions in mind..
those three questions are to be answered by the most wisest of their religion..

He tried asking every single one of them but the answers given to him was not satisfying enough for him to join the religion..
he continued his search..

One day,he came upon the wisest Muslim man and ask him those exact three questions that he asked before.the man sat in front of the "ustaz" and started asking.

Oh wise one,i have three questions that needs an answer and now i approach you to seek them.'if u can answer me these questions and make me satisfied,i will join the religion of Muslim and be your student 'said the man
'please ask at your free will and i will clear all your doubts 'said the ustaz.
Q1)where is god(ALLAH)?
Q2)what is the meaning of faith
Q3)if Satan is created by fire,why do they live in the fiery place of hell as it could not hurt them.

The Ustaz looked at the man,uttered a few prayers and stood up..
he came closer to the man and slapped the man in his right cheek..
the man rubbed his cheek and controlled his anger as he knew it was a holy place and he must not show disrespect.he looked at the Ustaz feeling confused and asked the Ustaz why did he slapped him.

The Ustaz smiled at the man and said,'thats your answer'
the man stood there puzzled as he touched his cheek..

The Ustaz explained,'Q1,You asked where is god.do you feel the pain on your cheek?you can feel it but can you see it?it's the same concept..u cant see god but you know he is there..

Q2,You asked what is the meaning of faith.when you first entered this place did you expected me to slap you?it's the same concept..no one can predict their fate..only god decides..

Q3,You asked if Satan was created by fire,why do they live in the fiery pits of hell as it could not hurt them.when i slapped u,what do u feel?painful is that true?it's the same concept..if skin(my palm) touches skin(your face) you will still feel the hurting sensation..what more fire(Satan) touches fire(hell)?..

The man stood there in amazement when the Ustaz answered his questions..
he felt a sense of satisfaction after that and from then on,he became a fellow Muslim and the Ustaz's student

awoosh signing off saying Muslims rock!!
assalamualaikum!!!!!

week 3 comes to an end..
*sigh..
i still feel the pain..
damn it!! i wish i was not this addicted..
the pain is unbearable..

stressness level is at its maximum..
dont kno how much longer i can take the preasure

*sigh..another day killed by boredom..dammit!! why cant i find some fun?! ok..im very tired out from the walkathon jus now..but..its so short!! o.m.g u call that a walkathon??.

and jus now was a very bad timing to have a stomach ache..wahh luckily found a toilet at sembawang park..*phew!

ok..so after i was done..went to the jetty and watch ppl fishing..and u kno wat? i used to think that fishing is boring and a waste of time..but wen i sat down and take in the sights..my mind relaxed..i was calm..i had inner peace..i hav nvr felt that feeling for a long time..and it feels nice..

fishing..its not how many fishes u can catch at the end of the day..its ur endurance that makes u thrive in wat u do and in ur life..it may not make sense to u but to me..it means alot..

wat do i mean by endurance? well its simple..two factors..mental and physical..wat do i mean? u must be mentally prepared for wats coming..good or bad..u must be physically prepared to perspire and face the challenges head-on..

i have said alot regarding one topic..endurance..hope this will remind me and u that anything could happen..so be prepared both physically and mentally..


awoosh signing out!

yeah..i think i speak for everyone that ths year's cca open house SUXS!!!man!! buummer!!!
it all started very well..then suddenly..we cogged up i mean wtf lah!!!! waliao!!!

and alo..ppl who not performing didnt help to get the sec 1's i mean..its like initiative man!!!
sigh..i pitied pam and isaac..they got the scolding bcoz of our mistakes..its not fair..

so..im really effin tired rite now..and yeah so..


awoosh signing off!!

jia you sembwinds!dont lose ur grip!!

*sigh..im sitting here alone..doing hmwk..
man!!! its only been 1 week?!!wth!!
the feeling is like more than a month!!but its only been 1 week!!!
o.m.g!!! very stress alredy...

Emaths doing quite good..i kno the basics..though i sometimes get stuck..

cant say the same for Amaths..wahh!! must lern the substitution technique again!!im so weak in it!! im good at elimintion..haiyyohh!! X( ..

art luckily im done with it..phew!!ehh..but still need to find the 15 chairs..wah piang ehh!!

Com.Hum..mr siva is a great teacher..but the problem is..i jus nid to manage my time to do hmwk..yeah thats the way fird!! jiayou!

ok..eng..well..so far..doin quite well..

sci?? well..to be honest..physics..die already if SHE keeps wasting our time with useless scoldings!!chemistry..nice teacher but again..too soft and not that strict..again die lah like this!!!

despite wat i wrote earlier on..im going to do my best in acheiving my goals..no one can, will , shall, must, could, should, would and wants to stop me from my quest to get good grades..

awoosh signing off!

ouh..man..
woke up jus now having a headache..
my mind coudlnt think properly u kno?
its like..ouh my head hurts..
*moaning

then suddenly my left eye starts to hurt..
i got up and look myself in the mirror and u noe wat?
my left eye was bloody red..
u noe..sore eyes..i hate sore eyes as much as i hate headaches u kno?

then i went to alter my pants 1 more time coz of the width..
too baggy!!!
so now im sitting here thinking of wat to do next..
planning my next move and suddenly..i thot of my hmwk..i mean..
ok..a few more things todo..so better get started today..

oo..madarasah starting nex sat and i cant wait..
ok..now my eye is really starting to kill me..i mean its like irritating u kno..

oklah time for me to go..

awoosh signing off!!

wooh..first day of school alredy alot to handle..lol..
wear long pants..still abit long(although altered)
and u noe wat? its baggy!!
its like uber big man!! another leg could go in!
lol..oooo..new form teacher is mr chong!! woot atleast better than other boring teachers..

guess wat guys!! i won an eagles award!! woot!! i was the only sec three who recieved it..well nt onli me lah..zw also but he overslept therefor he didnt come to sch..lol..
$150 dollars man!! 1st time

anyways..cleared the time table problems and O.M.G..
tues and weds go finish sch at 3p.m!!! lol..
ouh well..1st time for everythin i alwaes say...
ok..met new classmates..and some old ones too..decided on the class com. and it was all great.

after school went to fri prayers..hehe..tk yah nk bawa kain berat berat lagi!! woot senang sikit diriku..
aniwaes..finish up the eng summary(glad thats cleared..)
nw onli two more compos and 1 more propasal to do..ouh..and dont forget to highlight and do summary for com.hum..

*ouch*

u noe wat jus happened..i accidentally banged my head into the cupboard door while i was taking out the sejadah..*ouch man..its hurts..ooo..headache..

oklah..better get to work..


awoosh signing off!!